Hello public, meet Britney ... Sort of

[britney1]

Well, when the wife's away, the girl shall play. I went to a b-ball game at my alma mater (Ball State Univ.) It's about a two hour drive from where I live. well since the wife is away, I decided to go en femme (at least for the drive). I was completly done up including painting my natural nails a beautiful red color. I made sure I didn't have enough gas to get there so I would be forced to step out of the car. I found a gas station in the middle of town, and steped out of the car, filled up, and stood outside until it was done. i was getting ready to walk inside to use the little ladies room when a police office pulled in. About face, and back to the car. Not enough courage to attempt crossing THAT bridge. I got some glances from people, but no stares, no doubl takes, nothing. I don't think anyone knew. As I pulled out o the gas station, I thought to myself "Oh my, did I just pass? I think I did. How could they not know? Are they blind?" Thinking it was just a fluke, I said to myself, let's be a little more daring, so I went through the drive thru at McDonalds, and ordered a diet coke in my best female voice. Once again, no looks or second glances. i guess you could say "I PASSED" I was kinda hoping in a funny way to get read, and nothing. I actually felt like they accepted me as a woman.

I was meeting some of my buddies at a bar before the game, so obviosly I couldn't let them meet Britney. As I was driving the last 15 minutes of my drive, I proceeded to take of my nail polish while driving. Dangerous, I know. Once i got to the town where the basketball game was, i found a large parking lot to tell Britney good bye. By this time it was dark. I parked in the back of the lot away from anyone. I bought some makeup removing wipes and a change of clothes. It's amazing how fast you can go from so beautiful to such a guys guy. After I got transformed back to drab and looked in the mirror to make sure that I got all my eyeliner off (always the hardest to remove) I thought to myself " I can't believe how beautiful you can be."

Well, now you know of Brintey's introduction to the public eye. This picture is what I wore. It was so much fun.

[Wendy me]

way cool frist time out ....hope you have tons more...

[pauleen]

I can relate to changing back in a hurry to male mode,just this past week inbetween Deer hunting I changed back and fourth from pauleen to hunter mode only because my friend that hunts with me doesnt know about pauleen ,
anyway I think it was wendsday,and I was on a forum all dressed up ,and I heard a knock on my door I freaked I didnt think it was so late we go in the woods at 3 pm I spoke to him earlier and he told me that he wouldnt get to my house til 4 pm just my luck he showed up early I never moved so fast in my life ,"like superman in the telephone booth". I made the change over in 5 min lol . so I know where you are coming from .
pauleen

[Tiffy]

Britney, I knew you could do it dear. Very well done. You always look great.

Kisses, April

[DanaJ]

Great story Britney! Wow, that must have been some rush huh? And how lucky to get all your makeup off in a dark parking lot using those makeup removing wipes ;)

[JennyCD]

Sounds like you had a good time.

Great pic.

[Julie York]

Hmm. Sounds a bit over exciting to me.:rolleyes:

You wait for your wife to go away.
You then went en femme to meet your male pals 2 HOURS away from home.
You made sure you didn't have enough petrol so you would HAVE to get petrol!.
You removed every hint of red nail polish sucessfully WHILST DRIVING (an achievement in itself I would say).
You removed your makeup in the semi dark.

From someone who gets paranoid taking off makeup and nail polish in broad daylight at home.....It doesn't sound like a first outing to me.

Or you have nerves of steel.

Was this your first outing, or am I confused?

[Gale R]

Nice to see you're getting back to your old self after your recent problems Britney.:)
That reminds me i haven't been out dressed for quite sometime myself.:(

[Shelly Preston]

Hi Britney
Well done honey

Looking good as always

Just be careful i once heard of somewho did a similar thing only to have his wife park the car next to his 1 minute after he parked

she thought some woman had borrowed her husbands car
It was not quite what she expected

Take Care

[Jasmine Ellis]

Well done hun, you look wonderful, go girl

[Alaina Ann]

Fantasy or Fiction Honey? Anyway good luck with your CDing. U look lovely!! All the best Hun. Real proud of u Hun to be able get that nail polish all off while driving and all that makeup off in the dark. Good for u SUPERGIRL!:) :)

[Ms. Laura]

How did you do it?? It takes me a half hour to get the eyeliner off with all my tools at hand! I am impressed, and congratulations to you, you're much more brave than I.

[shellyrichardsoninsc]

did you say BALL STATE??? one of my closest friends in all the world (a GG) is from muncie and she still has family there. i have lots of business connections in that area as well. congrats on your adventure....keep it up....

[britney1]

Why is there so much animosity toward me? What did I do to you? Yes these pictures are all me. I thought I had friends here. Why do you not believe that this is me? And who are you to judge me!

[Christa]

Seems totally believable to me, Britney. I think you look great and am encouraged by your outing!

XOXO

[Roberta-Jane]

Without wanting to flame you Britney, what a crock! If fiction is what turns you on then go ahead. I for one have been through a lot in the last six months and with my experiences I would certainly not be doing to my wife what you seem to be doing to yours.

How on earth can you expect respect from her, and understanding, with your attitude?

6 months ago my wife found out about me. I told her 20 years ago when we got married what I was. During the last 2o years I gradually went back into the closet, I guess my wife thought that the problem had gone away.

But it surfaced again in May when she found some knickers. We went through a month of hell, but she googled, joined the GG forum and we stayed together. Life became good again and our intimate and personal life was better than before.

But then I strayed, having made rash promises that I could not keep. I betrayed my wife by my actions. Another week of pure hell. I had gone back to keeping SECRETS from her. In our texting, and talking, this was the one thing that she hated most of all. But bless her, we are still together and still talking. I have realised that SECRETS are probably what most GGs hate. How can they trust us to compromise if they think that we are still keeping secrets.

Britney, how can you ever hope that your wife will ever trust you now, tomorrow or in the future. Even if you were to tell her that you had gone out dressed, what do you think SHE would think and be FEELING?

I have been cross dressing for 45 years and in all that time I have got nowhere near the sort of appearance that you seem to have achieved in a few months.

The corset. Unless the scales of the pictures are different, your shoulders and rib cage in your 'dressed' pictures are far wider than in the corset photo.
I just cant see it. You show us your face in all the other photos, why not this one?

Look, we all have our destinys to find. We all find it hard to suppress our desires and many choose not to which is fine for each person. I believe however that these wonderful women that we call wives, SO's whatever, deserve some respect. Just remember, unless they were told at the beginning, they have done nothing wrong to deserve the burden that we encumber them with. We should all remember that.

Sorry if I have hikacked the thread somewhat, and this is not a personal hack at you, but it justs sounds to good to be true to me.

Roberta-Jane

[Julie York]

Explain how you can remove nail polish whilst driving. I might believe you.

In fact, let's all try it tomorrow.

One hand on wheel, one hand pouring liquid onto cotton wool, one hand holding cotton wool......ooops ....that's three hands.

DOH!!

And if you get it ON the cotton wool...then try steering and wiping off the polish on the other hand.

DOH!

[Clarissa3d]

I can drive with my Knee very well, and it is possible to remove nail polish or put on mascara while driving and that takes two hands.

[Roberta-Jane]

Sorry, about my last reply to Britneys post. My rant was due to the fact that SECRETS are what have made my life hell as a CD.

I didn't mean to denigrate Britney personally.

She has her own opinions and path to follow and I should respect that.

Roberta-Jane

PS it really is dangerous to other road users to not keep both hands on the wheel.

[britney1]

For those of you that don't believe me, I don't care. If you want proof, here I am. I'll show my face. I didn't in the original picture because I didn't have makeup on. I was dressed but my face was drab.

I hope this will silence the critics.

[britney1]

Explain how you can remove nail polish whilst driving. I might believe you.

In fact, let's all try it tomorrow.

One hand on wheel, one hand pouring liquid onto cotton wool, one hand holding cotton wool......ooops ....that's three hands.

DOH!!

And if you get it ON the cotton wool...then try steering and wiping off the polish on the other hand.

DOH!

Just because you people (not everyone, just these disrespectful ones) are not smart enough to figure it out, that's not my problem. Driving with your knee is a great asset to have.

[RachelB.]

I use the disposable wipes made to remove polish especially when I'm driving. They are much easier to transport and use.

[Charlene Marie]

Britney, I think we all figured it out honey, but who knows " IT COULD HAPPEN", BUT, driving with your knee is just stupid. I'll say this, you're great with the camera and the computer, and you do look very nice.

[size7satin]

Britney,

I hope you had a wonderful time. Alot CAN be done in a car trust me I have changed clothing & applyed make up while driving (alot on back roads 20 mph or slower lololol). Im sorry that the admid & others here are public FLAMING you, guess they dont read their own rules. Hell if I can learn to apply make up to be almost passable in just a few weeks you can do ALOT in a few months. As far as what you did and how it will affect your relationship with your wife is BETWEEN YOU & HER ONLY! For anyone to judge what you do without your wife knowing is very ironic seeing how 90+% of the cd here HAVE NOT TOLD THEIR WIFES or SO.

[jayne-T]

It's too bad that we Cds have to be so careful----whats the harm to anyone if we wear a skirt --blouse nice hair do

I believe you briteny----and im surprised at how many people here dont --whats it to them???

are all the stories and pix here fake also???? nonsense enjoy your self

[britney1]

To Tamara: Thank you for your appology.

To everyone esle, you are all entitled to your opinions, that's what makes this place so great. I have no reason to lie or make up stories. I think this forum is about the only place I can be honest with people about my cding. We are all in this crazy lifestyle together, so I have no bad feelings, and I wish everyone the best. We all struggle with this in some form or fashion.

I love you all whether you believe me or not.

[JennyCD]

Britney, just be yourself hun. Trust me, I know exactly how you feel right now.

[kathy gg]

Britney,

Like others, I will be honest, when I first read your story it sounded very elaborate, and you were so careful mentioning every single detail. Normally guys don't get that intricate. But giving a person the benefit of the doubt is important to me .

But anyway, the reason I have decided to respond to your post is this. Okay, wife is gone, you did your chick thing on the road. Have you considered all the possiblities of getting into an accident in that state that leave you unable to change back. Have you considered the fact that if it was an accident involving others that there might be witnesses who go on record with some of these detials? Have you considered if things happened that you were not expecting to happen...what were you prepared to explain to yoru wife?

You going out dressed, was this something she was okay with before her leaving on this trip? I don't remember what you wrote about what was agreed upon.

So many women do fear and think about worse case scenarios when their hubsnad is en femme? Will the cops be sensative enough to let him change? will he be treated poorly? wil other people cause more harm?

I pretty much think of all possible scenarios when I go somewhere with my husband and then plan accordingly. That could be anything from making sure the cell is totally charged, to making sure I know where we are going and what the overall 't' safety factor is.

Anyway, you have shown lack of forward thinking in the past "not being prepared to share this constructively, and in turn you got busted" and I think you continue on this will-nilly living by the seat of yoru pants attitude.

If being secretive and hiding are things which you plan on embracing while you 'explore' yourself I only hope you will plan more carefully or have thought things through with all options known.

When people live risky lives and take chances with little forethought put in, often the outcomes are not the desired ones.

Also, just a quick question when you have been buying all thse new items ....how is she not aware? I mean I at least hope for everything you got for yourself that you bought her something equally apprecaited to who she is? right???

[Sharon]

If I may step in and interject here.

Can we restore this thread to its original topic? I suggest that any member who feels as if they should remove a post of theirs, should do so. Any further derogatory posts in this thread will be deleted.

[BrendaChristine]

Britney, only you know what's right for youu. Good luck wherever you go.

[dawnmcdaniels]

good job girl you looked great...what fun !!!!

[perfume]

way cool frist time out ....hope you have tons more...
love your thought. of being your self. it took me a lot of time to let people that i cross dressed. but you know now that the best thig i did was to let people know, tto tel you the truth, i am sitting here now, in stockings a skirt a wig long blonde hair 4 inch heels, and a girl i used to go with is sitting here next to me. i have pink nail polish on and she likes me in womens clothes better then mens. so do not feel that your doing wrong, your letting your self, be your self. llove to hear from you as soon as possible love y0u perfume.bye bye.

[perfume]

Britney, only you know what's right for youu. Good luck wherever you go.
i think your outstanding. your like me you have lovely legs. our down full. they do not look at the rest of us, just our legs. i would love to here from you. i love your lege. ill send you apicture of my legs there beaauti ful. so i ave been told love you perfume:p

[sweeting]

you look lovely britney lets not argue ladies love laurie

[Keyplayer74]

For those of you that don't believe me, I don't care. If you want proof, here I am. I'll show my face. I didn't in the original picture because I didn't have makeup on. I was dressed but my face was drab.

I hope this will silence the critics.

Okay, through the magic of photoshop, I have merged her pictures together. They fit on top of each other like a glove. I think we can certify that this is not a fake.

[Christina Nicole]

I've removed nail polish while I was driving. It's not easy, but it can be done and since one doesn't want any contact with the local constabulary whilst doing said polish removing, the fact that one has to keep the speed down makes things sooo much easier.

Regarding Photoshop trickery. That check is not good enough. I looked at the enlarged photos. I worked with a lot of Photoshop experts who retouched photographs for the big magazines in NYC. Those people lived and breathed PS. I did a lot of looking over the shoulder. I didn't see too much of non-pro PS cut-n-paste errors in the photos, nor did I see a lot of evidence of the retouching tools. I did see one thing that looked anomalous to me, but it could have been a lighting effect.

On the other hand, who am I to judge another? I won't say that Brittany, or someone else has a splinter in her eye when she can just as easily say that I have a log in mine.

Regarding accidents and the like. I've given this a considerable amount of thought. In very gross, general terms it comes down to these possibilities.

No serious issues, someone else hits me. Either I get out and say, "Nothing serious, I don't want to pursue it. Why don't we forget about it?" Since the other person is getting off cheap, why not forget about it? Paying the minor damage to my car out of pocket is the price I have to accept to keep my privacy. Or, I throw my "emergency sweats" on over my other stuff, grab the makeup remover cloths out of the console and wipe off the makeup while looking for a "safe place" to pull over. Sweats a big enough size makes this easy. If I have to rip the outfit off, well, that's the price of admission.
No serious issues, I hit someone else. Or there is serious issue. Try to do the change into the "emergency sweats." Tone down, rather than remove makeup since it is faster, by removing lipstick and eyeshadow without removing the mascara and much foundation with the makeup remover cloths. At a quick glance, shaken as they probably are, they probably will not notice. If I have to buy more time, go outside barefoot and hands in the pockets to hide the acrylic nails and ask if they are ok. Then go back to my car and say I'm calling the 24hr insurance center and will be right back. Finish changing and makeup removal while on the phone.
I can't change because of injuries. There isn't much to do about that. On the other hand, I doubt that the police report, medical report, etc will state "Subject was wearing women's clothes. What a weirdo." The clothes will probably be cut off and thrown away by the first-aid crew and emergency room docs, anyway. I don't think that this situation is very likely for me. I drive a very large SUV. (Which is more risk mitigation, IMHO) Unless I get run over by an 18-wheeler, I'm driving home from any accident.
Etc. This is not the place for an exhaustive list, but just an illustration.


I drive a lot because of business. Most accidents are during rush hours. Avoid rush hour and the very early hours, and the risks of accidents go way down. Commuters tend to crash during rush hour. Over the road truckers tend to crash very early in the morning (2-5AM) when the driver is overtired. I avoid those times when en-femme, since I don't want some gonzo running into me. Defensive driving goes a long, long way, too. I knew a few limo drivers (I got a lot of rides to/from airports!) who have not had an accident or a serious accident after many years of driving 100,000 miles a year. So it can be done.

Finally if "I at least hope for everything you got for yourself that you bought her something equally apprecaited [sic] to who she is?" means that every time I buy something for myself and my wife buys something for herself, that we have to buy something for the other person of equivalent value, then I better increase my earnings a lot. It sounds like a silly premise. Why should a CDer buying a skirt for [him/her]self be different that that same person buying a new men's suit?

Brittany, it sounds like you had a good time. Remember to keep the peace at home. That should be first and foremost. After that, enjoy.

Warmest regards,
Christina Nicole

[KELLYANN]

good for you BRIT GO girl. you look great!:)

[Dana]

I'm a beliver Brittany! My last GF could put on her eyeliner,, eyeshadow, mascara, on the way to work, all the while double~cluthing a shift Mustang. To this day, I still don't know how she did it ~ all the while using the mirror in the visor. It always scared the living HELL out of me, when she would do it, and I was a passenger and not the driver. But, I would never have belived it possible if I had not experienced it and seen it with my own two eyes!

[KathrynW]

I was kinda hoping in a funny way to get read, and nothing.
Hmmm...now there's an interesting thought....
If you want a bit more of a challenge next time, try using some Cover Girl Outlast lip gloss. See if you can get it off in a dark parking lot with makeup remover wipes... ;)

[britney1]

Hmmm...now there's an interesting thought....
If you want a bit more of a challenge next time, try using some Cover Girl Outlast lip gloss. See if you can get it off in a dark parking lot with makeup remover wipes... ;)

My experience (the hard way) was that Covergirl lipstick stains your lips. The reason I know this is that I like to drive with lipstick on while on long drives, so one night, I had an hour drive to meet some buddies, and I stopped at the pharmacy and picked up what I thought was a nice color. When I got to the party, having thought I got it all off, to my surprise, it looked as if I had a party with a jar of cool aid. My lips were red all night. I kept applying chapstick and claimed that my lips were just really really chapped.

[Steffie-Lee]

Britney,
Girl, we could make a wager with the doubters, here. Lets say go out together in femme, and return in drab, within 15 minutes!!! Maybe take a video camera to show how we did it !!
:) :) :) :)

[jennifer easton]

whooooooooo! eas up, all she did was take off some nail polish, and makup, sheeeeeeeeeesh,britney sounds like you had a good time and you look great
xoxoxJennifer

[KathrynW]

My experience (the hard way) was that Covergirl lipstick stains your lips. The reason I know this is that I like to drive with lipstick on while on long drives, so one night, I had an hour drive to meet some buddies, and I stopped at the pharmacy and picked up what I thought was a nice color. When I got to the party, having thought I got it all off, to my surprise, it looked as if I had a party with a jar of cool aid. My lips were red all night. I kept applying chapstick and claimed that my lips were just really really chapped.
There you go...that's the beauty of Cover Girl Outlast...If you're into the thrill of possibly "being discovered"...;)

[JoAnne A]

Britney, whats going on? You've got 2.5 weeks of freedom and I miss your updates!

JoAnne A

[Sweet Susan]

I think it's a real shame Britney had to be put through all of that rubbish. Cleaning one's nails while driving is a piece of cake. Hell, back in the 70's I used to drive a five speed sports car, shift gears, clean my pot, and roll up joints, all the while driving wherever I wanted to go. Driving while using the cell phone is practically normal, and it isn't all that easy when you think about it. How many times have you seen a gg doing her makeup while driving. I've seen people reading and writing while driving. Cars now have dvd players. Removing nail polish is nothing. What is unbelievable is that some of you feel as though you have to belittle Brittney because she claims to be able to do something you don't think you can do. Shame on you all.