Stevie
02-08-2013, 08:10 PM
As I'm sitting here in my favorite outfit (leather skirt, leather corset, black five inch heels, and of course the undergarments)I am pondering what I want. I love to dress I feel like this is the real me. The sad thing is I can't share my feelings with anyone around me. At least my SO let me know when she is coming home. I bought a wig awhile back but don't have it here to put on. I told myself that I wouldn't shave now I play with the ellipator. I told myself I would never put on make up and tried it already but didn't take it all off and she asked me if I was wearing mascara. Swore that I wouldn't do it again and now considering to head up north to do a make over. I told the SA at the shop where I buy my shoes and other stuff that I would never get breast forms that I do this in private and like my body the way it is. Now I'm seriously considering going up and getting fitted for a pair. This forum has opened me up so much that I even practice the advice like tucking which was another I said I wouldn't do. So I like to dress and do not see a problem with it, but everyone around me does. I also want to get a pair of skinny jeans too. I also asked my SA about jewelry and how to hide my facial hair. She said no problem. If she can conceal that then I can see me trying to dress to pass. Wow what is happening to me. I do not understand this. I want to paint my nails now but I don't have that much time now.