SAMANN
02-21-2013, 09:31 AM
My wife is an incredibly.surprising beautiful loving woman I don't know how I got so lucky. So we started talking on Sunday and it was not the best it could have been nor ad bad. On Sunday night she went up to her moms for a couple of days. I spent that time thinking about what I wanted from this she spent the time researching and thinking about this as well. She even found this forum and another site from a Christian perspective. When I got home last night I could tell something was on her mind but I did not push. When we went to our room I asked her what was bothering her at fist she said nothing then she said no and told me that we could start the process of separating if I wanted to become a woman. The truth is that I don't want to become a woman I am just starting to get to like who I am now and accepting myself.
As we talked she asked me if I had been dressing and I fessed up to it. She told me that she kind of knew that I was which surprised me but not really. We spent the next couple of hours talking about how I feel how she feels and where to go from here. She told me that I could bring my stuff out of hiding but she did not to see it. She also told me that she was ok with my shaved legs, nylons, even clear polish on my toes and my hair growing out. We even talked about how to figure out the right bra size.
Several times during our conversation I had to stomp on the pink fog so as not to let it get out of control. We agreed that she was in charge of what I could show in public e.g under dressing or color on my nails etc. We even talked about some intimacy issues and possible future play time.
The most important thing about the whole conversation was that we talked about hr concerns my feelings and needs we came up with mutually acceptable guidelines and will continue to work on the issue of her feelings and mine. And I am no longer in hiding and can finally relax knowing that it is out in the open. I knows and she knows that she may have times when she goes backwards on her acceptance level. The door is open and the conversation has begun and I could not be more relieved and excited
As we talked she asked me if I had been dressing and I fessed up to it. She told me that she kind of knew that I was which surprised me but not really. We spent the next couple of hours talking about how I feel how she feels and where to go from here. She told me that I could bring my stuff out of hiding but she did not to see it. She also told me that she was ok with my shaved legs, nylons, even clear polish on my toes and my hair growing out. We even talked about how to figure out the right bra size.
Several times during our conversation I had to stomp on the pink fog so as not to let it get out of control. We agreed that she was in charge of what I could show in public e.g under dressing or color on my nails etc. We even talked about some intimacy issues and possible future play time.
The most important thing about the whole conversation was that we talked about hr concerns my feelings and needs we came up with mutually acceptable guidelines and will continue to work on the issue of her feelings and mine. And I am no longer in hiding and can finally relax knowing that it is out in the open. I knows and she knows that she may have times when she goes backwards on her acceptance level. The door is open and the conversation has begun and I could not be more relieved and excited