Carla Stevens
03-02-2013, 04:51 PM
Over the past year or so I've come along way in my journey of self discovery.:D
From being so deep in the closet you wouldn't believe it, through to dressing infront of others for the first time ever at a CD shop in Bolton right through to getting out shopping whilst dressed.
I made a huge step in November & you can read my story in the forum HERE. (http://www.crossdressers.com/forums/showthread.php?185138-Woohoo-I-did-it!&highlight=)
My last shopping trip dressed was to Chester just before Christmas. This was 'interesting' as it was so busy. Being in such close proximity to others was a little un-nerving.
I really needed some more 'retail therapy' so hatched a plan to head out to Manchester today.
I managed to sneak out of the house partially dressed as my father was out for the morning. I then parked up in a lay-by to put on my wig & varnish my nails.
I drove into Manchester & parked up near near Canal Street (Charles Street multi-story car park for those that know the area, as the parking is cheap).
This left me quite a long walk to get to the main shopping area. I felt a little un-easy at first, but soon relaxed & enjoyed the walk in the morning sunshine.
Wandering around the shops in girl mode was so liberating.:D
Browsing the rails of clothes & picking out what I wanted was great, even though I spent a small fortune.
Normally I buy clothes on the internet or quickly grab something off the rail in the shops without knowing whether it will fit me. Not this time. I wanted a new coat/jacket & it was great to try them on for size & actually be sure it would fit.:)
I can't believe how much more comfortable I feel when out whilst dressed. Today I kind of relaxed & almost forgot that I was dressed at times. It felt so natural.:D
So to all those out there that are making their first tentative steps out of the closet, "YES it does get easier". :D
From being so deep in the closet you wouldn't believe it, through to dressing infront of others for the first time ever at a CD shop in Bolton right through to getting out shopping whilst dressed.
I made a huge step in November & you can read my story in the forum HERE. (http://www.crossdressers.com/forums/showthread.php?185138-Woohoo-I-did-it!&highlight=)
My last shopping trip dressed was to Chester just before Christmas. This was 'interesting' as it was so busy. Being in such close proximity to others was a little un-nerving.
I really needed some more 'retail therapy' so hatched a plan to head out to Manchester today.
I managed to sneak out of the house partially dressed as my father was out for the morning. I then parked up in a lay-by to put on my wig & varnish my nails.
I drove into Manchester & parked up near near Canal Street (Charles Street multi-story car park for those that know the area, as the parking is cheap).
This left me quite a long walk to get to the main shopping area. I felt a little un-easy at first, but soon relaxed & enjoyed the walk in the morning sunshine.
Wandering around the shops in girl mode was so liberating.:D
Browsing the rails of clothes & picking out what I wanted was great, even though I spent a small fortune.
Normally I buy clothes on the internet or quickly grab something off the rail in the shops without knowing whether it will fit me. Not this time. I wanted a new coat/jacket & it was great to try them on for size & actually be sure it would fit.:)
I can't believe how much more comfortable I feel when out whilst dressed. Today I kind of relaxed & almost forgot that I was dressed at times. It felt so natural.:D
So to all those out there that are making their first tentative steps out of the closet, "YES it does get easier". :D