Lucy_Bella
04-22-2013, 10:32 PM
Every since I've became single and living in my own place alone I have took every opportunity I could to get in a little experimenting time for Lucy.. I never had the chance before because my Ex was very non accepting, to walk around as Lucy in an open surrounding.. Without fear of getting caught or even worse having the children see me..
Starting my new life as a single person I rebounded pretty well and I licked the wounds of the divorce expenses and was able to buy my very own house.. Now my daughter moved in with me after the wife and I separated so I really haven't had very long runs of freely being Lucy.. I will never out myself to my daughter that's out of the question just won't happen..So she find a boy gets knocked up and the next thing I know I now have a son in-law ,grandson and daughter living with me ..
It was really rough letting go of my new found freedom but I have to do whats best for the kids and if that means suppressing Lucy ,so be it.. Eventually they do move out , I take advantage of this because I was no longer supporting them and finally buy a house.. It was great letting Lucy back out to play again but that became short lived because my favorite family has moved back in..Lucy is now locked back up again.. Family is first and I know it's just temporary I just want the best for my kids and I will always put them first, there is no question about that.
Problem is this has been going on six months, my daughter babysits kids out of my house for extra income so my house becomes a day care at times.. I helped my son in-law get a better job making more income they make enough to have their own place ..They do not help me with the extra expenses while they are here and at first I was okay with that because they were suppose to be saving to get a house of their own,but they are not even saving..I feel like they are taking advantage of me at times..So now there has become some tension between me and the favorite family..My concern is for them to do the right thing I am in no way rushing them out I just want them to be responsible.. Now my Ex has become involved because my daughter vents to her..She knew of my dressing and is trying to tie me wanting to dress verse's me getting the kids to act responsible..My ex ties everything to my dressing that's how much she hated it and to be honest I'm pretty sick of that attitude .. Things are smoothing out now with the kids but the ex that's another story..Why do they hate it so much?
Thank for letting me vent..
Starting my new life as a single person I rebounded pretty well and I licked the wounds of the divorce expenses and was able to buy my very own house.. Now my daughter moved in with me after the wife and I separated so I really haven't had very long runs of freely being Lucy.. I will never out myself to my daughter that's out of the question just won't happen..So she find a boy gets knocked up and the next thing I know I now have a son in-law ,grandson and daughter living with me ..
It was really rough letting go of my new found freedom but I have to do whats best for the kids and if that means suppressing Lucy ,so be it.. Eventually they do move out , I take advantage of this because I was no longer supporting them and finally buy a house.. It was great letting Lucy back out to play again but that became short lived because my favorite family has moved back in..Lucy is now locked back up again.. Family is first and I know it's just temporary I just want the best for my kids and I will always put them first, there is no question about that.
Problem is this has been going on six months, my daughter babysits kids out of my house for extra income so my house becomes a day care at times.. I helped my son in-law get a better job making more income they make enough to have their own place ..They do not help me with the extra expenses while they are here and at first I was okay with that because they were suppose to be saving to get a house of their own,but they are not even saving..I feel like they are taking advantage of me at times..So now there has become some tension between me and the favorite family..My concern is for them to do the right thing I am in no way rushing them out I just want them to be responsible.. Now my Ex has become involved because my daughter vents to her..She knew of my dressing and is trying to tie me wanting to dress verse's me getting the kids to act responsible..My ex ties everything to my dressing that's how much she hated it and to be honest I'm pretty sick of that attitude .. Things are smoothing out now with the kids but the ex that's another story..Why do they hate it so much?
Thank for letting me vent..