Inna
05-12-2013, 04:25 PM
As I will write here, this post will reflect on my own journey, my and only mine!
As my understanding of the world, self and spirit evolve, so does the view of the voyage from Normalcy of a LIE to embrace of truth within, and manifestation of congruity thereafter.
Lately I understand so called transition as 2 non transition events, but rather one awakening of lumbering truth and other, a birth of a female body, congruent to that of natal gender.
Transition feels too connected, continuum of status quo, where awakening through birth allows full on embrace of true self without hindrance of old, untrue, false nature.
This allowed me to move past Transness and into a realm of womanhood, whether self delusion or manifested commodity, I feel complete, entire, and IN the world, righteous of womanhood and seen as complete natal woman.
In fact when I visit to the other old reality, I fail in connecting with that individual's thinking, his views, his way of being, I am disconnected from other being and limited only by my memory of time gone by. However, even in my memories, experience of childhood and getting older is now void of feeling of Masculinity as though I have discarded it for being false and unreal, now, keeping these experiences gender neutral.
As I write in the opening statements, that there are 2 parts of this journey, I tend to value spirituality, the essence of being, more then its manifestation within the realm of flesh, without dismissing the body, but giving greater emphasis on becoming a woman within as much as without.
As my understanding of the world, self and spirit evolve, so does the view of the voyage from Normalcy of a LIE to embrace of truth within, and manifestation of congruity thereafter.
Lately I understand so called transition as 2 non transition events, but rather one awakening of lumbering truth and other, a birth of a female body, congruent to that of natal gender.
Transition feels too connected, continuum of status quo, where awakening through birth allows full on embrace of true self without hindrance of old, untrue, false nature.
This allowed me to move past Transness and into a realm of womanhood, whether self delusion or manifested commodity, I feel complete, entire, and IN the world, righteous of womanhood and seen as complete natal woman.
In fact when I visit to the other old reality, I fail in connecting with that individual's thinking, his views, his way of being, I am disconnected from other being and limited only by my memory of time gone by. However, even in my memories, experience of childhood and getting older is now void of feeling of Masculinity as though I have discarded it for being false and unreal, now, keeping these experiences gender neutral.
As I write in the opening statements, that there are 2 parts of this journey, I tend to value spirituality, the essence of being, more then its manifestation within the realm of flesh, without dismissing the body, but giving greater emphasis on becoming a woman within as much as without.