On my way to a specialist

[dreamer_2.0]

Heading to my first session with a specialist. To say I'm nervous would be a huge understatement. Sure hope this eventually leads to some peace.

[steftoday]

I was nervous as well. Turned out to be nervous for no reason. It was great to be able to talk to someone, and I bet you'll feel that way once you start opening up.

[Dawn cd]

I'm sorry—heart specialist? Back specialist? Endo specialist? Counseling specialist?

[dreamer_2.0]

Gender specialist.

It went quite well; to the point I wish it was longer. Have to wait a week though.

Being our first meeting it was just intro stuff. She was very receptive and made me feel quite comfortable, especially considering how uncomfortable I am discussing this topic.

[mikiSJ]

If you have done your research and understand the specialists attitude and experience then all you need to do is put your big girl panties on and go!

[WandaRae2009]

I know how you feel. I was very nervous to visit a therapist the first time. But things went better than I expected. My wife and I went from the verge of divorce to a stable relationship. She still doesn't want to participate, but she is tolerant, and knows and understand that I am not broke and this cannot be "fixed". Just make sure that you get one experienced in Gender issues

[Marleena]

It's a good start! The therapist will be a friend so make sure to relax and spill your guts.:) They've heard it all and are trained to help you.

[Kaitlyn Michele]

Good luck and take good care.

There is most likely a lot of up and down times in your future!!

[dreamer_2.0]

Ups and downs indeed. I commented in the session how much I was NOT looking forward to having this conversation with my family.

But, in the interest of taking steps forward, I've changed my avatar to myself. It's the first photo of me dressed posted online with regards to GD. I'd be lying if I said posting it didn't make me nervous as I don't think I'm ready to be "out" to the world yet. It's not exactly a close up, but still, it's not a cartoon or someone I wish I could be, it's me. Although, Michelle Pfieffer was easily the best and sexiest Catwoman! I certainly don't look that good in a catsuit.

[laurie01]

Its always good to talk to someone about this. I was nervous about posting my first photo too. You have to take small steps where your comfortable.