pink fog has a hold

[Cindy J Angel]

On me and I can not let it go. Got to go out to day and run at the state park got 3 miles in and hope to get 5 in tomorrow .I had this gay today I mat on my run he told me he did not know I was a man in tell I spoke dam should have kept my mouth shout. he ask me if I had had my boobs done I had to tell him know but don't they look good size 7 forms and fit me right thinks to ski. I just cant seam to be girlie enough. I setting here and it is riping me up in side. some times it feels like I am going to explode if I cant be Cindy I'm freaking out. Got to get back to therp and soon wow, hay talk later love cindy

[Rianna Humble]

Cindy, there is a major difference between Pink Fog (the sort of out of control mindset that some cross-dressers get into) and Gender Dysphoria.

From a number of your recent posts, you seemed to be suggesting that you are suffering from GD, but this post comes across more as if you were a cross-dresser.

I wish I were far enough down the road that someone could mistake me for a GG, but I will settle for them treating me as the woman that I really am.

How is it going with your therapist? Are you getting to the stage where you can ask yourself the important questions?

[noeleena]

Hi.

Not girl'e enough, Hmmm....so what does that entail, what do you mean. how you see your self, how you act the way you dress do makeup ,

The ? of the man seems like pretty much how many think all about the breasts, i know & thats from some i know, sometime ago. wonder why. fixion .

I'v never been girl'e never will ether, wonder why. if we look at the issues percived or what you think from others would be good to look at those, work out some misconcepsions then see how best to ether over come or see where some help would be best put to use.

As a start , i would be the most unlikely to be seen as a woman facial features soon put a stop to that. voice not an issue , that for many & maybe you need a bit of help there,

One part would be is how you see your self how would you feel about this ? are you a dresser, or do you see your life as liveing like a woman once you answer those then there are details you can work on , any way worth thinking about.

...noeleena...