Sephina
07-20-2013, 12:16 AM
Hello everyone, sorry its been a while since my last post ive made some progress with my therapist and with my family as far as i know most of my family knows that i am transsexual, and that i have plans to transition. Though most dont really understand what this means they're are supportive, as much as they can be for this stage i guess? Anyway i had a major epiphany about how my dad thinks/feels about me. I was worried about losing my relationship with my father as it were over transition and that was the only major factor that i was worried about, this has since diminished since i found out mistakingly that my father is dissapointed in my anyhow with other things in my life and i found out through the phone when he forgot to hang up and was talking to my mother (i could hear everything) anyways ive lost a little bit of myself since then but gained perspective i am now not so much concerned with how my dad feels about me transitioning ( had a little falling out) so as of right now my therapist feels i am on the right track to forwarding myself into transition. so anyways i dont know it doesnt seem like much im still so very far away from any real progress but i feel every little bit helps going to hopefully start hrt soonish, still gotta figure out what im doing for electro trying to find a decent 2nd job with the hours available that i need due to my other job is hard and not alot of earlier shifts are not available ( i work 10:00am-6:30pm ) M-F so trying to find a decent paying job that i can 1/2 stand after 6:30 isnt working out so well so far.