JamieOH
07-30-2013, 10:21 PM
Hey everyone. Been gone a while. I gave in to stupidity and supressed my self. Well. I got very depressed. As I stated a while back I told my wife and she was less than accepting. She tolerated it as long as she didnt have to see it really. And she made loads of horrible remarks and comments. So I tried to stop it again. Well it didnt work. Then in march she got very ill. Amd almost died. She was in the hospital for over 2 months. I did a lot of thinking over that time. I knew I couldnt continue to not be me. So after she came home I started dressing again. Hiding it from her. Got even more depressed. Realized that inwas spending all my time away from her. Dressing and beimg so alone. So finally I just threw on my skinny jeans layered a lace cami and a cute tank over a pushup bra. And walked in the living room like nothing was different.
Well. She asked me about it. Amd I told her that I couldnt hide anymore. I was hurting bad. And I knew she wanted me to be there with her. But that I couldnt because she dodnt wamt to see me that way. Well to my surprise she is much more accepting. And my son has been very cool about it.
She wont lete wear dresses or anything like that around the house yet but she is still trying to come to terms with it. But I wear exclusively womens clothes now. And feel awesome. My avatar puc us me btw. Oh and a bonus. I have lost 50 pounds. I now fit in size 13 juniors skinnies and medium/large tops. AWESOME. Oh and weird tidbit. I lost all that weight but my breasts didnt shrink. Im a natural 38 B. Go figure. anyway I even go to the store dressed like that.
I am not passable. I look like a dude with boobs wearong women's clothes. But who cares. Im happy. :) I attached a pic of me. So you can see. I am not a beauty queen. Im just beautiful me.
Well. She asked me about it. Amd I told her that I couldnt hide anymore. I was hurting bad. And I knew she wanted me to be there with her. But that I couldnt because she dodnt wamt to see me that way. Well to my surprise she is much more accepting. And my son has been very cool about it.
She wont lete wear dresses or anything like that around the house yet but she is still trying to come to terms with it. But I wear exclusively womens clothes now. And feel awesome. My avatar puc us me btw. Oh and a bonus. I have lost 50 pounds. I now fit in size 13 juniors skinnies and medium/large tops. AWESOME. Oh and weird tidbit. I lost all that weight but my breasts didnt shrink. Im a natural 38 B. Go figure. anyway I even go to the store dressed like that.
I am not passable. I look like a dude with boobs wearong women's clothes. But who cares. Im happy. :) I attached a pic of me. So you can see. I am not a beauty queen. Im just beautiful me.