lucaluca
08-19-2013, 05:19 AM
hello,
i often feel disrupted (if you can say this in english ;) ). i now i would feel a lot better if i would know what i want, but i always run through phases. sometimes i feel more feminine and sometimes i feel more masculine. in those phases i can't accept the other side of me. sometimes i want to go to the gym, build muscles, have a beard and be a masculine man and the other times i want to be more feminine (no beard, skinny figure etc.). a phase lasts for 3 month or maybe only 2 days. but this drives me insane.
do you know this? how do you really know which way to go or how do you combine these to sides?
i often feel disrupted (if you can say this in english ;) ). i now i would feel a lot better if i would know what i want, but i always run through phases. sometimes i feel more feminine and sometimes i feel more masculine. in those phases i can't accept the other side of me. sometimes i want to go to the gym, build muscles, have a beard and be a masculine man and the other times i want to be more feminine (no beard, skinny figure etc.). a phase lasts for 3 month or maybe only 2 days. but this drives me insane.
do you know this? how do you really know which way to go or how do you combine these to sides?