Dana
12-24-2005, 05:13 AM
What do I do?
Do I split my personality in two?
Do I split my persona in two?
Do I split my very being in two?
Do I split my soul in two?
Yes! Once upon a time it WAS about getting sexually excited about wearing women's clothes and etc, etc, etc.
But, NOW, its not!
Back then, everything sexually excited me!
Most especially girls, women, and anything to do with such! Its called puberity!
At least back then, I could chaulk it up as being a fetish! Now? I can't!
Its become much more than that! Its become who I am!
Is that wrong?
Me? I'm single! Haven't had a steady girlfriend in over eight years~! Lots of reasons!
Figured out it was just time to take a break!
Time to take a break away from the BS!
Figure out who and what I was!
What I was about!
Got this much figured out! Me? I get with a GG, and its only a matter and a question of time, before I'm into her clothes, jewelry, makeup! Got that figured out! Or, I'm out buying her things that I want to wear! Try out, experiment with!
Did the male thing! To the hilt! Retired military, etc ~ ad naesum!
Did the masculine ~ proving my masculinity ~ validating my masculinty to the point of ~ again~ ad nausem!
Went through the self doubt phase~ the divorce~the rejection phase! The bankruptcy bit ~ the IRS (those folks don't play ~ keep calling! They're people too!)
Just got excited over getting just a XMas card from my daughter! That's all I wanted and neeeded! Just to hear from her?
Hi! I'm Dana!
I'm a male heteorsexual crossdresser, and I'm here for you!
Do I split my personality in two?
Do I split my persona in two?
Do I split my very being in two?
Do I split my soul in two?
Yes! Once upon a time it WAS about getting sexually excited about wearing women's clothes and etc, etc, etc.
But, NOW, its not!
Back then, everything sexually excited me!
Most especially girls, women, and anything to do with such! Its called puberity!
At least back then, I could chaulk it up as being a fetish! Now? I can't!
Its become much more than that! Its become who I am!
Is that wrong?
Me? I'm single! Haven't had a steady girlfriend in over eight years~! Lots of reasons!
Figured out it was just time to take a break!
Time to take a break away from the BS!
Figure out who and what I was!
What I was about!
Got this much figured out! Me? I get with a GG, and its only a matter and a question of time, before I'm into her clothes, jewelry, makeup! Got that figured out! Or, I'm out buying her things that I want to wear! Try out, experiment with!
Did the male thing! To the hilt! Retired military, etc ~ ad naesum!
Did the masculine ~ proving my masculinity ~ validating my masculinty to the point of ~ again~ ad nausem!
Went through the self doubt phase~ the divorce~the rejection phase! The bankruptcy bit ~ the IRS (those folks don't play ~ keep calling! They're people too!)
Just got excited over getting just a XMas card from my daughter! That's all I wanted and neeeded! Just to hear from her?
Hi! I'm Dana!
I'm a male heteorsexual crossdresser, and I'm here for you!