CharleneCD
12-25-2005, 06:00 AM
First off I want to wish all my sisters a very Merry Christmas.
This X-mas morn I sit here and think. It is one of the roughest Christmas's in a long time. 2000 miles from family and we cant afford any gifts under the tree. But I am not at all unhappy. I realize I have been given two gifts earlier in the year that make up for it.
First is my discovery of my fem side. While many sometimes consider it a curse, I think it is a blessing. In the 8 months I have been dressing I have gone from a weak half person to a much stronger whole person. I still have alot of growth to do, but I am so much better off for admiting, accepting and reveling in my fem side.Before I was never comfortable or able to make good friendships. Today we are going to spend our Christmas with another sister and her family who we are begining to feel a close friendship with. There are also many sisters I wish I could also be spending Christmas with in person rather than on this forum. I truley love and appreciate you all.
Second and no less important is my loving wife Bunny. The problems we have faced this year would test any relationship. Add My dressing to that and it almost seems an insumountable obstacle to staying together. But through love, acceptance, and compromise we have remained together happy.
Again I must say that the gifts I have recieved leave me feeling blessed this year.
This X-mas morn I sit here and think. It is one of the roughest Christmas's in a long time. 2000 miles from family and we cant afford any gifts under the tree. But I am not at all unhappy. I realize I have been given two gifts earlier in the year that make up for it.
First is my discovery of my fem side. While many sometimes consider it a curse, I think it is a blessing. In the 8 months I have been dressing I have gone from a weak half person to a much stronger whole person. I still have alot of growth to do, but I am so much better off for admiting, accepting and reveling in my fem side.Before I was never comfortable or able to make good friendships. Today we are going to spend our Christmas with another sister and her family who we are begining to feel a close friendship with. There are also many sisters I wish I could also be spending Christmas with in person rather than on this forum. I truley love and appreciate you all.
Second and no less important is my loving wife Bunny. The problems we have faced this year would test any relationship. Add My dressing to that and it almost seems an insumountable obstacle to staying together. But through love, acceptance, and compromise we have remained together happy.
Again I must say that the gifts I have recieved leave me feeling blessed this year.