SallyS
09-09-2013, 03:18 AM
Well it's finally hit me!....do I fit who I am around my life or do I make my life who I am???
I'm sure its an age thing (I'm in my 40's), but I'm at a crossroads in my life. I'm sure we can all relate to the daily frustrations that we all have when we just can't express our female sides whenever we want:sad:
Some are lucky enough, strong enough, to have made a life that gives them the freedom to be who they are 24/7. Some of us are committed to the realities like family, marriage, careers and so on, that curtail the amount of girl time we have. But.....I'm thinking it's time to strike a better balance?
To be fair I have had periods in my life where I was able to be en-femme 3-4 times a week, but the more I am female the more I want to live as a female, minus the whole gender re-assignment route....I'm a 70/30 female/male split....don't always hate my male side, so would not commit to surgery.
Life has thrown a spanner in the works (or curve ball for our American friends:) ).....I've entered a new business arrangement which could really mess my lifestyle choices right up.
I'm thinking I've made a mistake and should put the breaks on it ASAP!. I want a life that fits me, not a life that restricts me. I have options but with possible negative effects on my family.
Sometimes I feel I have lived the 'wrong' life.....I doubt I'm alone in that?
Change is coming.....watch this space!!!!
I'm sure its an age thing (I'm in my 40's), but I'm at a crossroads in my life. I'm sure we can all relate to the daily frustrations that we all have when we just can't express our female sides whenever we want:sad:
Some are lucky enough, strong enough, to have made a life that gives them the freedom to be who they are 24/7. Some of us are committed to the realities like family, marriage, careers and so on, that curtail the amount of girl time we have. But.....I'm thinking it's time to strike a better balance?
To be fair I have had periods in my life where I was able to be en-femme 3-4 times a week, but the more I am female the more I want to live as a female, minus the whole gender re-assignment route....I'm a 70/30 female/male split....don't always hate my male side, so would not commit to surgery.
Life has thrown a spanner in the works (or curve ball for our American friends:) ).....I've entered a new business arrangement which could really mess my lifestyle choices right up.
I'm thinking I've made a mistake and should put the breaks on it ASAP!. I want a life that fits me, not a life that restricts me. I have options but with possible negative effects on my family.
Sometimes I feel I have lived the 'wrong' life.....I doubt I'm alone in that?
Change is coming.....watch this space!!!!