Carla Stevens
01-06-2014, 07:02 PM
I've just had my appointment with a Psychiatrist at the Local Mental Health Unit as part of the NHS referral process.
Unfortunately I wasn't able to go as Carla. :sad: So it was guy mode.
The Psychiatrist was a 30 something lady & she had a young 'understudy' with her sat in on the appointment.
The appointment went well & the 45-50 minutes went too fast to have a proper talk about my situation.
The outcome is that I don't have any other underlying mental health issues & she will write up a report to send to my GP. :) This will take about 2 weeks.
The next part will be waiting for my GP to seek funding for referral to Leeds GIC.
I had previously mentioned on the forum about breaking the news to my father.
Unfortunately I'm now stuck between a rock & a hard place......I need to progress & be happy with the real me, BUT I can't see me ever dropping the bombshell on him after a situation before Xmas.
Just before Xmas the boiler in the house decided to throw its hand in. Now this was a nuisance, but not the end of the world. However my father worked himself into such a state with stress. :sad: He wasn't eating properly, didn't sleep properly, had bad guts & didn't go out for several days & spent much of the time pacing up & down worrying.
If he gets this stressed & upset by a situation like this, how the hell is he going to cope with the news that I'm Transgender? The news will certainly send him to an early grave.
I'm now at an all time low, feeling trapped with little or no motivation to deal with daily life. :witsend:
Unfortunately I wasn't able to go as Carla. :sad: So it was guy mode.
The Psychiatrist was a 30 something lady & she had a young 'understudy' with her sat in on the appointment.
The appointment went well & the 45-50 minutes went too fast to have a proper talk about my situation.
The outcome is that I don't have any other underlying mental health issues & she will write up a report to send to my GP. :) This will take about 2 weeks.
The next part will be waiting for my GP to seek funding for referral to Leeds GIC.
I had previously mentioned on the forum about breaking the news to my father.
Unfortunately I'm now stuck between a rock & a hard place......I need to progress & be happy with the real me, BUT I can't see me ever dropping the bombshell on him after a situation before Xmas.
Just before Xmas the boiler in the house decided to throw its hand in. Now this was a nuisance, but not the end of the world. However my father worked himself into such a state with stress. :sad: He wasn't eating properly, didn't sleep properly, had bad guts & didn't go out for several days & spent much of the time pacing up & down worrying.
If he gets this stressed & upset by a situation like this, how the hell is he going to cope with the news that I'm Transgender? The news will certainly send him to an early grave.
I'm now at an all time low, feeling trapped with little or no motivation to deal with daily life. :witsend: