arbon
01-27-2014, 05:25 PM
So I have had not been posting much here in a while and thought I would check in.
I went to mexico and had my trach shave and orchiectomy. The trach shave - it looks a lot better but I still have a some adams apple and wish the doctor could have done a bit more with it. It used to be huge though, so it is an improvement.
The ochiectomy - you'd think that was a bigger deal to me but it wasn't. Okay they are gone now, no more taking spiro, but really I have not felt much emotion about it either way.
The trip to Mexico was great, really liked where I was staying and met interesting people also there for different surgeries - mostly FFS and retouching. Three of my housemates there have had many surgeries done (and look so beautiful!!!). I felt a little out of place being there for such minor stuff as I was doing. I found myself reflecting a lot on what all I want done - I keep finding myself back to not really wanting much done, not feeling a great need to do anything else. the only thing that I would consider would be breasts - but even that, well I have pretty small ones but I kinda like them the way they are. I don't think SRS is in my future I don't feel a great need for it and I don't wont to go through such surgery. Time will tell though, could always change my mind.
I did a lot of exploring in Guadaljara - enjoyed the city. Walked a pretty good chunk of it by myself and felt very safe there. Felt safer there then I do in Idaho which is weird!
Getting home my wife and I decided it was time to start the separation process, which was inevitable I think. She has supported me through so much (as has my daughter) but as two women neither of us feels like it will work - I mean our relationship has been more of a close friendship / roommates for some time now and both feel we need to get on with our lives now. In a couple months we will both be finding new places to live. I am pretty sad about it, we have been so close for so long.
Other then that not much else, things are going pretty good
I went to mexico and had my trach shave and orchiectomy. The trach shave - it looks a lot better but I still have a some adams apple and wish the doctor could have done a bit more with it. It used to be huge though, so it is an improvement.
The ochiectomy - you'd think that was a bigger deal to me but it wasn't. Okay they are gone now, no more taking spiro, but really I have not felt much emotion about it either way.
The trip to Mexico was great, really liked where I was staying and met interesting people also there for different surgeries - mostly FFS and retouching. Three of my housemates there have had many surgeries done (and look so beautiful!!!). I felt a little out of place being there for such minor stuff as I was doing. I found myself reflecting a lot on what all I want done - I keep finding myself back to not really wanting much done, not feeling a great need to do anything else. the only thing that I would consider would be breasts - but even that, well I have pretty small ones but I kinda like them the way they are. I don't think SRS is in my future I don't feel a great need for it and I don't wont to go through such surgery. Time will tell though, could always change my mind.
I did a lot of exploring in Guadaljara - enjoyed the city. Walked a pretty good chunk of it by myself and felt very safe there. Felt safer there then I do in Idaho which is weird!
Getting home my wife and I decided it was time to start the separation process, which was inevitable I think. She has supported me through so much (as has my daughter) but as two women neither of us feels like it will work - I mean our relationship has been more of a close friendship / roommates for some time now and both feel we need to get on with our lives now. In a couple months we will both be finding new places to live. I am pretty sad about it, we have been so close for so long.
Other then that not much else, things are going pretty good