tiffanynjcd24
03-02-2014, 09:16 PM
Hey everyone,
I went to see my therapist and everything went good. Basically she told me crossdressing is a part of me and that i shouldnt feel ashamed of who i am. She assured me that cding is normal. I told her i found a support group for crossdressers and that i should be meeting with a crossdresser member from the group this coming week. I told my therapist that i am happy as a crossdresser, that i would never give it up, etc. After that i read the book alice of genderland in the libraray and it deals with crossdressing, and bisexuality. I was inspired by it as to how the author came in terms with embracing being a bisexual crossdresser and managed to be successful in his career. Before meeting with a therapist, I was going through a usual roller coaster ride with the hormones thing so I went to see a endo doctor and to ask questions about hormones because I was curious about it (my blood work results came back and everything is good). But after talking to my therapist and reading the book. I realized that I am happy being a bisexual crossdresser and can be successful in my IT career. I cant wait to meet with the crossdresser from support group on wednesday to join. I am still planning on leaving from my grandma house about three\four months from now and getting my own spot. On weekends I just want to dress up and go to any club on weekends like triangles to meet up with other crossdressers and having fun. I thought about hooking up with another crossdresser for fun. I am not too sure about having sex with men for money(i read that part in the book) I would probably feel uncomfortable but I wouldnt know unless if I try. Moreover I would want a girlfriend (transwoman\generic girl) that accepts all of me. But as of right now and for rest of my life i just want to enjoy life as a bisexual crossdressr
I went to see my therapist and everything went good. Basically she told me crossdressing is a part of me and that i shouldnt feel ashamed of who i am. She assured me that cding is normal. I told her i found a support group for crossdressers and that i should be meeting with a crossdresser member from the group this coming week. I told my therapist that i am happy as a crossdresser, that i would never give it up, etc. After that i read the book alice of genderland in the libraray and it deals with crossdressing, and bisexuality. I was inspired by it as to how the author came in terms with embracing being a bisexual crossdresser and managed to be successful in his career. Before meeting with a therapist, I was going through a usual roller coaster ride with the hormones thing so I went to see a endo doctor and to ask questions about hormones because I was curious about it (my blood work results came back and everything is good). But after talking to my therapist and reading the book. I realized that I am happy being a bisexual crossdresser and can be successful in my IT career. I cant wait to meet with the crossdresser from support group on wednesday to join. I am still planning on leaving from my grandma house about three\four months from now and getting my own spot. On weekends I just want to dress up and go to any club on weekends like triangles to meet up with other crossdressers and having fun. I thought about hooking up with another crossdresser for fun. I am not too sure about having sex with men for money(i read that part in the book) I would probably feel uncomfortable but I wouldnt know unless if I try. Moreover I would want a girlfriend (transwoman\generic girl) that accepts all of me. But as of right now and for rest of my life i just want to enjoy life as a bisexual crossdressr