OneJolene
03-17-2014, 06:21 AM
Well this is my first post and I want to say thank you to all of you. You all helped me in my life to were I am to go in my new journey in life as Jolene.
Well I am a married and I told my wife over two years ago about my cding. I came out to her and at first she tried to go along with it. She would buy me things and explore with my cding and I thought ok she is really giving this a try. But things stopped. She didn't want to talk about it and I new I didn't wan to start anything so I just let it be. I even quiet dressing in hopes to change myself. So over the past year or so we would live our life and just do what we do. But something was missing for me. So one day not to long ago it all came down. I finally just broke and told her I'm not sure how I feel about a our marriage and that I don't want to be a bother or burden. So days would go by till were we are now.
I was at a point were I was ready to get a devorce and let her go her way and me go mine. Things weren't were I wanted them. I was tired of hiding the true me. Once she heard that and her walls came crumbling down to. It hit here hard. So a few days go by and not much is said. But I see a new her laughing, crying, and just more open and truthful to her self. She asked me why I wanted a devorce and what brought us to were we are. I told her I can't be happy if I can't be truthfull to my self of wanting to cd and be Jolene. Ok she said I get it. You see she has been reading a book about a family where the father was a transsexual and went through everything to be a women and his marriage and family is ok with it. It has open up her eyes to my cding.
Were that brings us to this moment. We have talked for the last couple of day and to were we are right now. She is open and wants to help me be able to be happy as Jolene. But she know her and I will meet things that we don't quit understand. She is willing to live or continue a life even with me even if I am Jolene. She won't be happy with anyone else she says. So now we have are first therapy session to help guid us through this journey in life. I know it will take some time but I'm looking forward to being able to live my life right now as a cder and be able to share that with someone who loves me is going to be great. I know only time will tell how things go.
So thank you to all of you once again. I couldn't do it with out this site and to all you sharing your experiences in life. Please share all your comments and concernes with me. Any suggestions or encouragement will be greatly appreciated.
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One I get going with this I will start a new topic and give my day to day or month to month updates of my new life and journey as Jolene. I will be glade to share that with all of you. Thank you and wish me luck. Sorry for the length of post.
Well I am a married and I told my wife over two years ago about my cding. I came out to her and at first she tried to go along with it. She would buy me things and explore with my cding and I thought ok she is really giving this a try. But things stopped. She didn't want to talk about it and I new I didn't wan to start anything so I just let it be. I even quiet dressing in hopes to change myself. So over the past year or so we would live our life and just do what we do. But something was missing for me. So one day not to long ago it all came down. I finally just broke and told her I'm not sure how I feel about a our marriage and that I don't want to be a bother or burden. So days would go by till were we are now.
I was at a point were I was ready to get a devorce and let her go her way and me go mine. Things weren't were I wanted them. I was tired of hiding the true me. Once she heard that and her walls came crumbling down to. It hit here hard. So a few days go by and not much is said. But I see a new her laughing, crying, and just more open and truthful to her self. She asked me why I wanted a devorce and what brought us to were we are. I told her I can't be happy if I can't be truthfull to my self of wanting to cd and be Jolene. Ok she said I get it. You see she has been reading a book about a family where the father was a transsexual and went through everything to be a women and his marriage and family is ok with it. It has open up her eyes to my cding.
Were that brings us to this moment. We have talked for the last couple of day and to were we are right now. She is open and wants to help me be able to be happy as Jolene. But she know her and I will meet things that we don't quit understand. She is willing to live or continue a life even with me even if I am Jolene. She won't be happy with anyone else she says. So now we have are first therapy session to help guid us through this journey in life. I know it will take some time but I'm looking forward to being able to live my life right now as a cder and be able to share that with someone who loves me is going to be great. I know only time will tell how things go.
So thank you to all of you once again. I couldn't do it with out this site and to all you sharing your experiences in life. Please share all your comments and concernes with me. Any suggestions or encouragement will be greatly appreciated.
I
One I get going with this I will start a new topic and give my day to day or month to month updates of my new life and journey as Jolene. I will be glade to share that with all of you. Thank you and wish me luck. Sorry for the length of post.