dealing with everyday

[GabbiSophia]

so .. for some reason my GD took a back seat about a week ago .. The break has been great as I have been able to focus on work. I talked to some one and told them how I received a break and that I didn't even feel the gd. Then I realized I was thinking about how I didn't have gd every day. so I was consumed with not having gd ... which means I was thinking about gd everyday... GD is such a bi^tch...

I float in both worlds and as long as I am busy .. I mean super busy .. the gd isn't heavy, it is there but dang...

I am stuck .. am I going to live life with the constant crazy person?? .. That is me btw .. or what ?? My therapist agreed with hormones but I can't sell myself with it ..


is all this crazy internal stuff normal?? I even feel out of place in the tg world ..

just for the record ... I have no clue what I am doing some days I feel in control and some day's I don't ...

[steph1964]

Been there, done that. If I immersed myself in something I could block out the gd. That was my coping mechanism until it quit working. And yes I felt like I was going crazy.