out of excuses

[GabbiSophia]

So today 8 was able to admit I want to fully transition to my wife. I am not doing this today or tomorrow but I will. I have no more excuses nothing left to blame this on. I am sucking in my gut taking a deep breath and staying hiden.. but I am working toward a 2 year goal. I have my first group therapy session scheduled I also have my home work from my laser appointment. I have to turn white to get laser. So investing in bullfrog seems a logical thought.

I have a Dr appointment tomorrow and will be coming out to him. He will be the 4th person I have told. Today has a terriable day of fighting until I finally let go and admitted what i wanted to do. I am amazed though how different we all are but yet the same. My life has hit a page in the book I am trying to write a well thought out story though. Excepting that you are truely a woman is harder than I thought. I get it now and it lifted a small burden off me today

[DeidraDee63]

Congratulations on taking a major step; good luck in your future journey my prayers are with you.
Hugs, Deidra

[arbon]

let us know how it goes with the doctor

[alisa63]

I am at a similar point. You can do it!

[Christina Kay]

Wishing you a safe journey, and my thoughts and prayers are with your wife and you.
Hugs Aretha

[DeeDee1974]

Once I admitted it to my wife and she got over the initial shock, she really encouraged me. Thus being able to excel my anticipated transition. Going to therapy together really helped.

I wish you the best with your decision going forward.

[GabbiSophia]

No go on my primary having experience. So off to find an endo now. Have some leads.. Ii did realize something today even for a brief moment that moving forward helps the brain but the opposite is true when not. When my doc said no i was a wash of anxiety and emotions

[LeaP]

That's why I sometimes advise people who are waffling to stop and see what happens. It tends to tell you a lot.

[GabbiSophia]

I took the time to schedule an appointment with a local endo whi is TG friendly. I am moving forward and it feels good.