ChristinaK
04-14-2014, 06:53 PM
Well, I finally did it. Two months ago and I'm finally 'fessing up.
The first time I went through a drive through in my new wig, completely made up. Pretty sure I was not made at all. Then I got out at a shopping center with a welfare office and a tire dealership.
The guys inside watched me as I walked from my car to the sidewalk. Tried to make it real and I think, pulled it off. Then, walked up and down the strip mall carrying my purse and wearing a pair of women's Dockers, women's flats, and a collared sweater with "D" inserts in my bra. Felt very good until a little girl stared at my quite large hands and kept staring as I strolled by. Quite unnerving. I absolutely do not want to traumatize children and felt "yucky."
The next night I went to a more adult strip mall. When I got out of my car my heart was pounding fiercely. Another couple left their car at the same time to walk to the sidewalk of the strip mall. They were parallel and didn't seem to notice.
Then I walked the length of the shopping center, which included a supermarket with a large picture window. On the way, I had to stop to let a couple go by in front of me. The man looked me direct in the eye, but gave no indication. As they passed from left to right, I looked back to see if they were talking about me, but they were not. I passed a clerk moving shopping baskets and he smiled at me.
I gazed into the Hallmark Store, now closed, then strolled back. The same young man smiled at me without regard. Then, along came a security guard. As he passed he said, "good evening." To which I replied in my most feminine voice, the same. Nerves settled much more.
Then, I got brave and entered a CVS drug store to buy a bottle of brandy, which I would need later!
There was no one around, so I took a bottle and proceeded to checkout. Much to my dismay, the security guard was conversing with the clerk (male) and laughing. I surely knew they were laughing at my expense. I had no choice but to proceed to checkout. The guard stood back and didn't seem to notice me at all. The clerk was courteous as he gazed at my breasts. Men, really!
When I got back to my car, I had to take a quick swig of the brandy, but you know what? It all turned out perfectly. I am positive that neither the security guard nor the clerk knew ("dude, that was one ugly woman!"). I left feeling pretty comfortable with myself, having fooled the world. My only question was the man with the woman that stared me in the eye. Was that a flirt, or was that , "I know who you are?"
With mixed feelings, I long to go out again desperately. Why is that? I have no idea, but it is what I desire. Maybe Christina wants to be seen. It did make me feel very good and very feminine. More so than anything else I have done.
I think I am hooked now and can't wait for the next time, which will come in another month. Should I go?
The first time I went through a drive through in my new wig, completely made up. Pretty sure I was not made at all. Then I got out at a shopping center with a welfare office and a tire dealership.
The guys inside watched me as I walked from my car to the sidewalk. Tried to make it real and I think, pulled it off. Then, walked up and down the strip mall carrying my purse and wearing a pair of women's Dockers, women's flats, and a collared sweater with "D" inserts in my bra. Felt very good until a little girl stared at my quite large hands and kept staring as I strolled by. Quite unnerving. I absolutely do not want to traumatize children and felt "yucky."
The next night I went to a more adult strip mall. When I got out of my car my heart was pounding fiercely. Another couple left their car at the same time to walk to the sidewalk of the strip mall. They were parallel and didn't seem to notice.
Then I walked the length of the shopping center, which included a supermarket with a large picture window. On the way, I had to stop to let a couple go by in front of me. The man looked me direct in the eye, but gave no indication. As they passed from left to right, I looked back to see if they were talking about me, but they were not. I passed a clerk moving shopping baskets and he smiled at me.
I gazed into the Hallmark Store, now closed, then strolled back. The same young man smiled at me without regard. Then, along came a security guard. As he passed he said, "good evening." To which I replied in my most feminine voice, the same. Nerves settled much more.
Then, I got brave and entered a CVS drug store to buy a bottle of brandy, which I would need later!
There was no one around, so I took a bottle and proceeded to checkout. Much to my dismay, the security guard was conversing with the clerk (male) and laughing. I surely knew they were laughing at my expense. I had no choice but to proceed to checkout. The guard stood back and didn't seem to notice me at all. The clerk was courteous as he gazed at my breasts. Men, really!
When I got back to my car, I had to take a quick swig of the brandy, but you know what? It all turned out perfectly. I am positive that neither the security guard nor the clerk knew ("dude, that was one ugly woman!"). I left feeling pretty comfortable with myself, having fooled the world. My only question was the man with the woman that stared me in the eye. Was that a flirt, or was that , "I know who you are?"
With mixed feelings, I long to go out again desperately. Why is that? I have no idea, but it is what I desire. Maybe Christina wants to be seen. It did make me feel very good and very feminine. More so than anything else I have done.
I think I am hooked now and can't wait for the next time, which will come in another month. Should I go?