I probably just need a hug

[StaceyJane]

Today is just one of those days where I feel a bit of depression over the plain fact that I was born male and not female. I know there was nothing I could do about that but still sometimes just seeing a normal GG makes me think "Why couldn't that be me?"
It's not like I haven't done anything about it. I've been seeing a therapist for a while and have been on hormones for a few years. and I'm out to my immediate family.
Still transition requires steps I'm not ready for such as coming out at work. I've worked really hard to conquer fear in my life but some things seem like too much.
My life as a male hasn't been bad. I've got a good job and a family I love and I do interesting things not related to being trans. Still.......
It's always been the wrong life.

[Dianne S]

Hi, Stacey,

Here you go: :hugs: :hugs: :hugs: :hugs: :hugs:

[Rachel Smith]

What Dianne said.

Hugs
Rachel

[arbon]

Other then work what is stopping you?

[Dana M]

Hi Stacey,
Here are more Hugs:hugs::hugs::hugs::hugs::hugs::hugs::hugs::hug s::hugs:

[Eryn]

:gh::twirl::bighug2::bh::huggles

I always have hugs to give!

Tomorrow will be a better day, wait and see!

[stacycoral]

:) Girl we all feel that somedays, so Miss Stacey, girl, here is your next large :hugs:

[kimdl93]

Why ? Probably the most maddening and difficult question anyone faces. We all do, of course.

You're entitled to the down times. Maybe there's even some value in feeling this way, because it gives you a reason to remind yourself of all that is good in your life and all the great things ahead.

In the mean time, here's one more virtual hug. It does feel nice!

[StaceyJane]

thanks for the hugs everybody!