For My Eyes Only

[sabrinaedwards]

Over the last several years, I have made videos of myself while crossdressing. For example, I have a video entitled, "Becoming Sabrina." When I have periods of time when I cannot be Sabrina, I watch the videos. I have some video when I do some fantasy dressing also. I know this is narcissistic, but I really enjoy watching these videos when I have periods like the present when I cannot dress. Underdressing or just wearing an article of female clothing does not do it for me. I only like dressing from head to toe, including makeup and polished nails. Are any of you like this? I hope this does not seem to wierd.

[mykell]

i am not one to make a video and never even took a photo of myself until joining the group,
does it seem weird, huummm--were on a crossdresser forum, nope not weird.....

[Katey888]

Sabrina dear - could anything seem too weird here...? :)

No - of course it's not weird. I have lots of stills that I look back at and think "OMG - did I really let anyone else see me like that?" And the vids are even worse - but I wanted to see how I moved... and through analysis and correction one improves (one hopes.. :)) But I had never thought of referring to them when I can't fully dress... :thinking:

I think it's a very valid strategy for helping relieve those periods when you can't - good idea and thanks for sharing it... :thumbup:

Katey x

[Beverley Sims]

No more weird than anything else described here.

If you like looking at them and they turn you on, why not?

[Alice Torn]

Sometimes, i watch my own video, too. I am too tired or lazy sometimes to dress.

[Kate Simmons]

Nope, not weird at all. Over 30 years ago I made home videos of myself dancing to songs en femme. By critiquing these I was able to hone my skills so I am who I am today. I still love to dance but now in front of others in a club. :battingeyelashes::)

[BLUE ORCHID]

Hi Sabrina, About 30yrs ago I used to make videos of getting dressed and walking around .

[Jaymees22]

Define weird? I made a few videos and have taken many selfies too. I like to look at them when I'm unable to dress too. Also I only like dressing from head to toe, the underdressing just doesn't work for me either. Hugs Jaymee

[Teresa]

Videos are useful if you want to check your walk or see how clothes look on you but I still the prefer the straight ones taken while skiing. I was caught disappearing into a snow drift and trying to do a slalom on one ski !

[Wildaboutheels]

"I have some video when I do some fantasy dressing also".

A man's EYES and how his brain will "process" certain specific images are the ROOT cause of 99% of all CDing and WHY there are so few FtM CDers. All those other CDing sites should offer a hint.

EVOLUTION at work and nothing more.

Not weird at all.

Why do you think PORN is a multi billion dollar industry? And who would really know just how many billion? An "educated guess" is that very few women watch it because it is a VISUAL medium. Being very VISUAL would go against against a woman's most basic programming. How many women's magazines have male centerfolds on display?

If you are still concerned...?

The "stuff" you WON'T find hookers, centerfolds or porn stars wearing [in pictures or out "seeking work"] is the very same stuff you will almost never SEE in the P&V gallery.

WHAT A COINCIDENCE eh?

Most CDers will never be free until they accept this FACT that no one can control exactly WHAT pushes their buttons or makes them happy.

No CDer NEEDS to make excuses for why they like to dress. Or WHEN or WHY or under what circumstances they would "like" other men.

[Jaylyn]

I'm with the majority of the group...... Nothing weird about anything on here. We all feel though that maybe we are a weird lot in general but as a matter of fact most feel that we may be the only normal ones.....that admit what we enjoy. Many folks call others weird what they don't understand. I say if you enjoy watching the videos then that's your decision. I have to admit I have done some vids and also hundreds of photos dressed. I will probably destroy them all when I get old... Just hope that all my kids n Grandkids don't say man grandpa was weird..... Lol

[Marcelle]

Videos to help you through a lull in dressing so you can feel good . . . not weird at all. Now if you told me you wear a tie that looks like a trout to work . . . I might think that is weird. ;)

Hugs

Isha