BrookCD
06-27-2014, 11:15 AM
So this past month and a half has been a whirl wind of crazy stress. As I posted before I lost my wife to breast cancer on May 10th. Since then I have been back to work only 4 days the rest have been spent with the kids, and sadly of those 4 days 3 of them the boys came with me and were watched by my chiefs wife as I worked bike patrol duty for a big event going on. It has been difficult to find child care that is affordable and until I have pension numbers and stuff I cant apply for assistance with it. Don't get me wrong I love my kids but having been with them almost 24/7 for the last 6 weeks, I need a break. On top of that my wife's family started a bunch of drama that has kept them from seeing the kids and as of Tuesday could be causing more issues with me trying to get all my wife's benefits etc in order. It will all get dealt with and my attorneys are amazing and think I will come out on top of the mess and be able to provide for my kids no problem.
I have been trying to relax. I did dump one huge stressor in my life which was a rental property that had been an albatross since day one of renting it out. We had accepted an offer the day before my wife passed and then I had to go through probate court because we had purchased it before we were married. So yesterday was the close ( I wore a nice pare of white silky panties under my suit) and it is officially gone. I was a naughty girl and took advantage of FOH's 7 for $25 sale and spoiled my self getting some new panties and a new pair of heals. They are set to be delivered today and I am excited. I have also been dressing as much as I can. I need to hid it form the kids so itis usually after they go to sleep or under dress. I have been wearing panties almost all day for the past few days and it is quite nice. I have been sleeping in one of my nightgowns ( which my wife would never let me do) and now am sitting here typing in my night gown and silky robe, drinking my coffee and trying to relax. I spent about 2 hours last night chatting with my sister on line, while sitting by the fire pit in my back yard, about everything from heals to jewelery to dresses. It was nice. I have been dropping hints to so of my family to see if some one will watch the kids for a weekend so I can escape alone for a day or two. Who knows maybe get a chance to dress for a whole weekend.
Well sorry for rambling on. Hope you can enjoy your days. I should get some lunch made for the mutants.
I have been trying to relax. I did dump one huge stressor in my life which was a rental property that had been an albatross since day one of renting it out. We had accepted an offer the day before my wife passed and then I had to go through probate court because we had purchased it before we were married. So yesterday was the close ( I wore a nice pare of white silky panties under my suit) and it is officially gone. I was a naughty girl and took advantage of FOH's 7 for $25 sale and spoiled my self getting some new panties and a new pair of heals. They are set to be delivered today and I am excited. I have also been dressing as much as I can. I need to hid it form the kids so itis usually after they go to sleep or under dress. I have been wearing panties almost all day for the past few days and it is quite nice. I have been sleeping in one of my nightgowns ( which my wife would never let me do) and now am sitting here typing in my night gown and silky robe, drinking my coffee and trying to relax. I spent about 2 hours last night chatting with my sister on line, while sitting by the fire pit in my back yard, about everything from heals to jewelery to dresses. It was nice. I have been dropping hints to so of my family to see if some one will watch the kids for a weekend so I can escape alone for a day or two. Who knows maybe get a chance to dress for a whole weekend.
Well sorry for rambling on. Hope you can enjoy your days. I should get some lunch made for the mutants.