Jodeeuk
01-22-2006, 12:06 AM
I havnt been here in a while, Just pre-ocupied I guess, no real reason any how.
Im a british person, and Ive been living in Canada a total of 10 years now, when I first moved here I was married to the love of my life, or thought I was, allso I started to crossdress, well I guess Id allways crossdressed, but I started to do it alot more seriously, going the whole nine yards, I told my wife as soon as I could and at first she was in shock, and we both got over it,
after a short while I joined a TG club called Illusions in Calgary, and at the time the membership was down due to, diferances of oppinions, in a couple of years things picked up again, the membership was strong, and things were going OK with me the club and my wife, she got in to the whole thing and we were going out to the gay clubs and seeing and allso performing in drag shows, we were both welcomed into the gay community, even though we were straight, and not once were we subject to any problems, apart from one night when a Straight guy came in to the club looking for a peice of Tranny action, and wouldnt take no for a answer, he actually followed me half way home, and I noticed him, I got out of my car at some traphic lights
and he wound down his window, and I punched him clean in the face. got in my car and drove away.
She fell out of love with me I guess, and when I was away, she was seeing a post op TS friend of mine and hers that I trusted and the TS to me was allways interested in men, and told me of her exploits with them, not that I was ever interested, any was to cut along storry short the TS was commited to a SEX change and then she changed HIS/HER mind and now is living with my ex wife, gave up on the idea of a sex change op, and now drives a truck FT.
Since my split with her, I am with another Girl and I told her about my crossdressing right away she actively encouraged me, but I was still bitter about the abuse of my trust, and soon after I split with my wife I cut all ties with Illusions and the people I had met in the 4 years I was at the club.
Me and my ex were quite active and the the club is still going but its in a diferent format now, more support orientated with more TS involvment and less CD and social. good or bad I dont know, just differnt.
I find my self getting depressed often, I dont have any outlet, and though out to alot of people in my past, Ive closed or turned my back on it. and I guess theres no going back.
anyhow I think I shall try to be more active in the forums, it was allways a social thing for me rather than a sexual appetite, not that theres anything wrong with that.
Anyhow Hello Again all of you, and I hope my story didnt bore you people.
Im very happy normaly and really not one to mope, so CHIN up people amd may all yopur girl dreams come true, mine did for a while for sure.
Love Jodee
Im a british person, and Ive been living in Canada a total of 10 years now, when I first moved here I was married to the love of my life, or thought I was, allso I started to crossdress, well I guess Id allways crossdressed, but I started to do it alot more seriously, going the whole nine yards, I told my wife as soon as I could and at first she was in shock, and we both got over it,
after a short while I joined a TG club called Illusions in Calgary, and at the time the membership was down due to, diferances of oppinions, in a couple of years things picked up again, the membership was strong, and things were going OK with me the club and my wife, she got in to the whole thing and we were going out to the gay clubs and seeing and allso performing in drag shows, we were both welcomed into the gay community, even though we were straight, and not once were we subject to any problems, apart from one night when a Straight guy came in to the club looking for a peice of Tranny action, and wouldnt take no for a answer, he actually followed me half way home, and I noticed him, I got out of my car at some traphic lights
and he wound down his window, and I punched him clean in the face. got in my car and drove away.
She fell out of love with me I guess, and when I was away, she was seeing a post op TS friend of mine and hers that I trusted and the TS to me was allways interested in men, and told me of her exploits with them, not that I was ever interested, any was to cut along storry short the TS was commited to a SEX change and then she changed HIS/HER mind and now is living with my ex wife, gave up on the idea of a sex change op, and now drives a truck FT.
Since my split with her, I am with another Girl and I told her about my crossdressing right away she actively encouraged me, but I was still bitter about the abuse of my trust, and soon after I split with my wife I cut all ties with Illusions and the people I had met in the 4 years I was at the club.
Me and my ex were quite active and the the club is still going but its in a diferent format now, more support orientated with more TS involvment and less CD and social. good or bad I dont know, just differnt.
I find my self getting depressed often, I dont have any outlet, and though out to alot of people in my past, Ive closed or turned my back on it. and I guess theres no going back.
anyhow I think I shall try to be more active in the forums, it was allways a social thing for me rather than a sexual appetite, not that theres anything wrong with that.
Anyhow Hello Again all of you, and I hope my story didnt bore you people.
Im very happy normaly and really not one to mope, so CHIN up people amd may all yopur girl dreams come true, mine did for a while for sure.
Love Jodee