Sarah Beth
09-08-2014, 06:36 AM
I went away for a week where for the most part I was alone. While my wife knows I dress and she doesn't mind we now have a granddaughter living with us and for more reasons than I care to share it's not possible to let her know. This event had caused me to curtail my dressing at home.
It was a really wondeful week for me, one of discovery and a few scares. I found out that women's jeans fit me better than men's. I found out (while I am still not a fan of cotton undies) that sports bras can be great to work in. I found tolerance if not acceptance and I found intolerance and bigotry. I found that clerks to pay attention to what you are getting, well some of them, and that in that town they were way more uncaring about what I was getting than where I'm from. There were other things too but as I found out in keeping my journal account of the week I get too wordy to start putting it all in here.
It is interesting to me to go back and read what I wrote during the week but not so sure others would find it that interesting. I can read between the lines my joy in places and my fear in others. I stayed dressed completly in women's clothing for actually over three days straight.
I went out in public completely dressed fem for the first time ever, although when going to the stores I was wearing jeans and not a dress. I did however go on an after dark jaunt in a dress during which I ended up havng to get gas and being seen and made fun of.
I shopped to much and spent more money that I sould have but as we all know a "girl" just needs to have things :heehee: Things like nail polish and then if you are going to wear jeans you have to have t's to wear don't you.
I had on a bra probaly 90% of the time I was gone and now that I am home it feels weird not to have one one. It's going to be an adjustment for me to get make to the routine I live with. I'm thinking now of my things out in the storage shed and wondering why I can't just go slip something on.
I can feel myself rambling here so I will just say that I am really happy that I got this chance and that it looks like in a couple of weeks I might get another chance to spend a few days off on my own again.
It was a really wondeful week for me, one of discovery and a few scares. I found out that women's jeans fit me better than men's. I found out (while I am still not a fan of cotton undies) that sports bras can be great to work in. I found tolerance if not acceptance and I found intolerance and bigotry. I found that clerks to pay attention to what you are getting, well some of them, and that in that town they were way more uncaring about what I was getting than where I'm from. There were other things too but as I found out in keeping my journal account of the week I get too wordy to start putting it all in here.
It is interesting to me to go back and read what I wrote during the week but not so sure others would find it that interesting. I can read between the lines my joy in places and my fear in others. I stayed dressed completly in women's clothing for actually over three days straight.
I went out in public completely dressed fem for the first time ever, although when going to the stores I was wearing jeans and not a dress. I did however go on an after dark jaunt in a dress during which I ended up havng to get gas and being seen and made fun of.
I shopped to much and spent more money that I sould have but as we all know a "girl" just needs to have things :heehee: Things like nail polish and then if you are going to wear jeans you have to have t's to wear don't you.
I had on a bra probaly 90% of the time I was gone and now that I am home it feels weird not to have one one. It's going to be an adjustment for me to get make to the routine I live with. I'm thinking now of my things out in the storage shed and wondering why I can't just go slip something on.
I can feel myself rambling here so I will just say that I am really happy that I got this chance and that it looks like in a couple of weeks I might get another chance to spend a few days off on my own again.