JoannaDees
10-04-2004, 08:16 PM
I had last weekend to myself and used it for extended dressing time. My eldest went to Monterey diving, and she usually gets back late Sunday. Well, not that Sunday.
I'm sitting at the computer, dressed, but casual (shorts, top, wig, some eye makeup) and I heard a noise, looked over, it was her going into the bathroom. My first thought was to quickly pull off the wig, but did not because it was too late. She just said hi dad and I said hi back. I sat there and wondered what the heck do I do now? :confused:
I did change and went about normal things. We crossed paths in the kitchen and talked a bit, and finally asked what's with the wig.
Pause ................................... I um ................ it's .....................
Then I finally just decided to come fully out with it and told her about cross dressing, I do it, I don't know why, I just like it. She said she and her sister suspected something ... saw a Fredericks package on the doorstep .... grrrr Fredericks, laundry, etceteras. She also said my panties peak out of my pants sometimes ... D'oh! :o
In the end, she had no problem with it. Wanted me to talk to her sister about it, but I said I wouldn't know how, so I think she is. I'm so thankful I've taught them to be kind and non-judgmental and have given them freedom to experience life without overbearing watching. She did ask if I go out like that, and I laughed and said, oh, never, it's just for me. Well, I'm sure you all know there is always a desire to go out, same here, so it was my little white lie.
Funny thing about it, I did not feel .... much. Not mortified, not embarrassed, maybe even a little relief. I still, however, feel really weird. Wondering why, what, when, if, blah, blah, blah. Struggling with "wrong" versus "not wrong private business hurting nobody I like it makes me feel good". Thankfully wrong is losing as you can tell by the MUCH better description of not wrong, Ehh, I bought myself a gold necklace today .... shopping ... I'll use Erica's 500th as the excuse rather than a weakness for shopping for pretty things. :cool:
I'm glad I found this site. :)
I'm sitting at the computer, dressed, but casual (shorts, top, wig, some eye makeup) and I heard a noise, looked over, it was her going into the bathroom. My first thought was to quickly pull off the wig, but did not because it was too late. She just said hi dad and I said hi back. I sat there and wondered what the heck do I do now? :confused:
I did change and went about normal things. We crossed paths in the kitchen and talked a bit, and finally asked what's with the wig.
Pause ................................... I um ................ it's .....................
Then I finally just decided to come fully out with it and told her about cross dressing, I do it, I don't know why, I just like it. She said she and her sister suspected something ... saw a Fredericks package on the doorstep .... grrrr Fredericks, laundry, etceteras. She also said my panties peak out of my pants sometimes ... D'oh! :o
In the end, she had no problem with it. Wanted me to talk to her sister about it, but I said I wouldn't know how, so I think she is. I'm so thankful I've taught them to be kind and non-judgmental and have given them freedom to experience life without overbearing watching. She did ask if I go out like that, and I laughed and said, oh, never, it's just for me. Well, I'm sure you all know there is always a desire to go out, same here, so it was my little white lie.
Funny thing about it, I did not feel .... much. Not mortified, not embarrassed, maybe even a little relief. I still, however, feel really weird. Wondering why, what, when, if, blah, blah, blah. Struggling with "wrong" versus "not wrong private business hurting nobody I like it makes me feel good". Thankfully wrong is losing as you can tell by the MUCH better description of not wrong, Ehh, I bought myself a gold necklace today .... shopping ... I'll use Erica's 500th as the excuse rather than a weakness for shopping for pretty things. :cool:
I'm glad I found this site. :)