DonnaD
10-05-2004, 12:36 AM
Well, am back from the weekend, had a ton O fun in the wilds of ohio.
I dont really feel "better" persay about my ordeal, but at least now it's in a better perspective at least.
If things dont go a bit easier here soon, I may end up squashing the little spark I had to get all dolled up for the first time ever, it seems as thou these first steps ARE in fact a pain in the arse. But I'll adopt, adapt and hopefully overcome the situation, we'll see. Meeting some IRL people that are into the same things is paramount to me right now, if I can hang around some who are fully immersed into this world it'd be alot easier to talk about, the prob now is no one to meet on a common ground, I mean I have tons of guy buddies that I drink with, fix cars with and work with, but honestly, I need some "girls" and GG's that are into this so I can relate you know?
But nonetheless, donna is back.
I dont really feel "better" persay about my ordeal, but at least now it's in a better perspective at least.
If things dont go a bit easier here soon, I may end up squashing the little spark I had to get all dolled up for the first time ever, it seems as thou these first steps ARE in fact a pain in the arse. But I'll adopt, adapt and hopefully overcome the situation, we'll see. Meeting some IRL people that are into the same things is paramount to me right now, if I can hang around some who are fully immersed into this world it'd be alot easier to talk about, the prob now is no one to meet on a common ground, I mean I have tons of guy buddies that I drink with, fix cars with and work with, but honestly, I need some "girls" and GG's that are into this so I can relate you know?
But nonetheless, donna is back.