Emma Beth
11-15-2014, 08:42 AM
I just read and commented in another thread and got to thinking about firsts.
I got to thinking about some of my own firsts. Like when I first considered myself female. When I first put on that item of clothing, etc.
To begin; I got started on this path almost two years ago with my first nightgown and now I have a drawer full of sleepwear and another one full of underwear and other things that I wear underneath. Not to mention a few pieces of jeans and things. No make up yet, but I do have some hair accessories that I use and do some simple things with my hair that make me feel wonderful. After all, don't we all want to feel wonderful with how we look?
I do have a lot of steps in the works and I plan on starting HRT sometime next year by June.
Yesterday I had another first. Now this one isn't a gender specific first. This first is one that my wife and I declared years ago we would never do, yet we started earlier this year and we have come a long way.
We started ear stretching, and we are now up to size 2 gauge and we intend to only go up two more sizes. Which, by our next anniversary, we will be up to size 00 gauge (Which is 10 mm metric, 3/8" imperial.). I can hear some of the "eww gross" comments that a few of you may be saying at your computer screens as you read what I posted.
Any way, back to my first, I finally put in my first double saddle plugs yesterday. They are a pair of double saddle sabo wood 2 gauge tunnel plugs, that when I can no longer wear them in my ears I plan to turn them into a bracelet, so I have them always.
For some reason, this particular first means a lot to me in my own journey. I don't know why,it just does.
I was wondering, "What first in your own journey has or had the most sentimental value to you? What did you do to keep that first alive or with you? How does the memory of that first make you feel?"
The first I speak of doesn't necessarily have to be directly transition related, like the plugs I now have in my own ears, but you feel a deep connection to as part of your transition.
Thank you and I look forward to seeing what others have to say.
I got to thinking about some of my own firsts. Like when I first considered myself female. When I first put on that item of clothing, etc.
To begin; I got started on this path almost two years ago with my first nightgown and now I have a drawer full of sleepwear and another one full of underwear and other things that I wear underneath. Not to mention a few pieces of jeans and things. No make up yet, but I do have some hair accessories that I use and do some simple things with my hair that make me feel wonderful. After all, don't we all want to feel wonderful with how we look?
I do have a lot of steps in the works and I plan on starting HRT sometime next year by June.
Yesterday I had another first. Now this one isn't a gender specific first. This first is one that my wife and I declared years ago we would never do, yet we started earlier this year and we have come a long way.
We started ear stretching, and we are now up to size 2 gauge and we intend to only go up two more sizes. Which, by our next anniversary, we will be up to size 00 gauge (Which is 10 mm metric, 3/8" imperial.). I can hear some of the "eww gross" comments that a few of you may be saying at your computer screens as you read what I posted.
Any way, back to my first, I finally put in my first double saddle plugs yesterday. They are a pair of double saddle sabo wood 2 gauge tunnel plugs, that when I can no longer wear them in my ears I plan to turn them into a bracelet, so I have them always.
For some reason, this particular first means a lot to me in my own journey. I don't know why,it just does.
I was wondering, "What first in your own journey has or had the most sentimental value to you? What did you do to keep that first alive or with you? How does the memory of that first make you feel?"
The first I speak of doesn't necessarily have to be directly transition related, like the plugs I now have in my own ears, but you feel a deep connection to as part of your transition.
Thank you and I look forward to seeing what others have to say.