paola_gemi
01-28-2015, 05:20 PM
Hi All: As I have posted in other threads, I have struggled with my Sexuality as eel as my Gender identity for many years.
When I was younger I never behave any feminine at all, well... i never behaved feminine at at, I always have been in my male mode, and my actions towards other people would always seem normal I suppose.
I think that no one that knows me would think of me as feminine, all the opposite, specially since my temper some time can be tough, not that girls can't be tough, but when I get upset, I get guy upset if that make it clearer.
Anyway I started to explore my feminine side about 10 years ago, and when ever posible I dress and if I can I go out and try to have fun.
The urges come and go, but lately I have been having the feeling stronger than ever, like I am about to burst into a beautiful woman.
I have convince my self little by little that it might be time to come out and be happy. The funny thing is that the more I think of it the more feminine I feel.
When I say lately I mean in the last 3 months. When My wife goes out I some times do some make up, and some times dress a little bit.
I am not out to her yet, but she knew I had some Bisexual Issues, but she doesn't ask.
Some times when I watch TV I just sit and try to pose a feminine so she can see it and may be she would ask.
Lately...again!!! When I am home by my self, I walk around the house and I feel feminine when I try to mimic women's moves, I pay closer attention to my moves, to my hand gestures and all the movement that a woman would have, and now that I am letting my hair grow long, it feels even more natural.
It is incredible the way I behave when I am alone, and let me tell you it feels just great.
Could you share your experience, if in your guy mode you are very manly man, or if you behave softly, and when you are dressed, do you turn into feminine mode?
I am interested to know what others go through.
Hugs,
Paola.:love:
When I was younger I never behave any feminine at all, well... i never behaved feminine at at, I always have been in my male mode, and my actions towards other people would always seem normal I suppose.
I think that no one that knows me would think of me as feminine, all the opposite, specially since my temper some time can be tough, not that girls can't be tough, but when I get upset, I get guy upset if that make it clearer.
Anyway I started to explore my feminine side about 10 years ago, and when ever posible I dress and if I can I go out and try to have fun.
The urges come and go, but lately I have been having the feeling stronger than ever, like I am about to burst into a beautiful woman.
I have convince my self little by little that it might be time to come out and be happy. The funny thing is that the more I think of it the more feminine I feel.
When I say lately I mean in the last 3 months. When My wife goes out I some times do some make up, and some times dress a little bit.
I am not out to her yet, but she knew I had some Bisexual Issues, but she doesn't ask.
Some times when I watch TV I just sit and try to pose a feminine so she can see it and may be she would ask.
Lately...again!!! When I am home by my self, I walk around the house and I feel feminine when I try to mimic women's moves, I pay closer attention to my moves, to my hand gestures and all the movement that a woman would have, and now that I am letting my hair grow long, it feels even more natural.
It is incredible the way I behave when I am alone, and let me tell you it feels just great.
Could you share your experience, if in your guy mode you are very manly man, or if you behave softly, and when you are dressed, do you turn into feminine mode?
I am interested to know what others go through.
Hugs,
Paola.:love: