Vikky
02-04-2015, 04:57 AM
Hi everyone
It is a year since I joined this forum and it is time to thank everyone for their input, especially those who manage the site and who must spend an awful lot of time moderating the content.
Once I decided to get into CDing after a lifetime of denial and very occasional amateur efforts I checked various sites and this one is by far the best. I have found everyone to be very friendly, to offer advice and guidance willingly, and to be accepting, non-judgemental and understanding.
I have learned a lot from everyone here and been able to develop my own CDing, although I am still in a closeted DADT situation.
My life has changed. Pink isn’t such a bad colour after all and I now have a better understanding of what it is like to be a GG and why it takes them so long to get ready for the day, going out etc. When meeting or socialising with GGs I am much more aware of their hair style, complexion, make up, clothes, deportment and mannerisms.
I now take a keen interest in fashions and the cut, style and colour of femme clothes. I surf websites such as Amazon, Ebay, M&S for skirts, dresses, tops, shoes, underwear etc . I am also aware of how much time CDing takes up – a lot! I could never have imagined I would be down this path a couple of years ago.
The CDing bug has totally infected me and unless my mind is fully engaged on some other matter it is in the forefront of my mind. I love the smoothness and lightness of the clothes and imagine my body with boobs, wider hips, slender legs, long hair etc; and wish. Whilst it is great being a bloke, I have the rare privilege of also being an aspirant woman for short spells.
I tried analysing why I am like this and come up with …….. nothing. I just don’t know and now don’t care. I intend to enjoy it because when en femme I am in a state of bliss; It is like nothing else I have ever encountered in my 60+ years.
It has been a brilliant year being here so thanks to all of you for helping me along this tricky and tortuous path.
Vikky
It is a year since I joined this forum and it is time to thank everyone for their input, especially those who manage the site and who must spend an awful lot of time moderating the content.
Once I decided to get into CDing after a lifetime of denial and very occasional amateur efforts I checked various sites and this one is by far the best. I have found everyone to be very friendly, to offer advice and guidance willingly, and to be accepting, non-judgemental and understanding.
I have learned a lot from everyone here and been able to develop my own CDing, although I am still in a closeted DADT situation.
My life has changed. Pink isn’t such a bad colour after all and I now have a better understanding of what it is like to be a GG and why it takes them so long to get ready for the day, going out etc. When meeting or socialising with GGs I am much more aware of their hair style, complexion, make up, clothes, deportment and mannerisms.
I now take a keen interest in fashions and the cut, style and colour of femme clothes. I surf websites such as Amazon, Ebay, M&S for skirts, dresses, tops, shoes, underwear etc . I am also aware of how much time CDing takes up – a lot! I could never have imagined I would be down this path a couple of years ago.
The CDing bug has totally infected me and unless my mind is fully engaged on some other matter it is in the forefront of my mind. I love the smoothness and lightness of the clothes and imagine my body with boobs, wider hips, slender legs, long hair etc; and wish. Whilst it is great being a bloke, I have the rare privilege of also being an aspirant woman for short spells.
I tried analysing why I am like this and come up with …….. nothing. I just don’t know and now don’t care. I intend to enjoy it because when en femme I am in a state of bliss; It is like nothing else I have ever encountered in my 60+ years.
It has been a brilliant year being here so thanks to all of you for helping me along this tricky and tortuous path.
Vikky