Victoria Demeanor
03-28-2015, 07:46 PM
HI everyone,
I am dressed up tonight, makeup, wig, cute black dress and heels……OH YES beautiful heels, that I have not had the opportunity to wear yet, until tonight. My make up job is so poor, but it doesn’t matter because, I feel pretty. I’m not going out tonight, oh how I wish I was, but as the title of my thread said. This is a baby step.
For those of you who don’t know, I very recently accepted my crossdressing and stopped my denial and suppression. I also recently came out to my wife in hopes of acceptances and help. Well The acceptance part is there, the understanding is, well, we are working on that. We have been married 23 years and I have never given her a clue, so understandably it has been a huge shock for her.
She surprised me today though. She was going out to a meeting tonight from 5pm to 9pm and after I made her breakfast this morning, she mentioned that she would be out of the house for several hours and if I wanted to do something she would be okay with it.
The way she said it was kind of funny and she was so round and about with trying to get the words out, without actually saying I could dress up, was priceless. She was so worried that she was going to say something to offend me. I just smiled; I love that woman, and thanked her for thinking about it. I all most didn’t tonight, not really a lot of time and I wasn’t really prepared I thought. I haven’t shave my legs in a week an the face fuzz had been growing in, but the need, the desire, the want to put on a dress and be pretty again was so strong that I didn’t think I could not take advantage of her sweet offer.
So yes I am dressed up tonight and I have changed my outfit several times. I even took a couple of pictures of a new outfit I bought. That is until the battery in my camera died. As awful as I look I may still post them later.
This is though, baby steps and she told me that she would call before she headed home. I will be good and wash away the makeup, put away the cloths and go back to drab mode before she gets home. It may only be a few hours and I really wish I could have gone out, but for her sake and in the hopes that a little baby step will lead to a little more, I will take what I can get for now and for now Victoria is out and happy.
Sorry for the length of my story, but thank you all for allowing me share it with you.
Victoria D ;)
I am dressed up tonight, makeup, wig, cute black dress and heels……OH YES beautiful heels, that I have not had the opportunity to wear yet, until tonight. My make up job is so poor, but it doesn’t matter because, I feel pretty. I’m not going out tonight, oh how I wish I was, but as the title of my thread said. This is a baby step.
For those of you who don’t know, I very recently accepted my crossdressing and stopped my denial and suppression. I also recently came out to my wife in hopes of acceptances and help. Well The acceptance part is there, the understanding is, well, we are working on that. We have been married 23 years and I have never given her a clue, so understandably it has been a huge shock for her.
She surprised me today though. She was going out to a meeting tonight from 5pm to 9pm and after I made her breakfast this morning, she mentioned that she would be out of the house for several hours and if I wanted to do something she would be okay with it.
The way she said it was kind of funny and she was so round and about with trying to get the words out, without actually saying I could dress up, was priceless. She was so worried that she was going to say something to offend me. I just smiled; I love that woman, and thanked her for thinking about it. I all most didn’t tonight, not really a lot of time and I wasn’t really prepared I thought. I haven’t shave my legs in a week an the face fuzz had been growing in, but the need, the desire, the want to put on a dress and be pretty again was so strong that I didn’t think I could not take advantage of her sweet offer.
So yes I am dressed up tonight and I have changed my outfit several times. I even took a couple of pictures of a new outfit I bought. That is until the battery in my camera died. As awful as I look I may still post them later.
This is though, baby steps and she told me that she would call before she headed home. I will be good and wash away the makeup, put away the cloths and go back to drab mode before she gets home. It may only be a few hours and I really wish I could have gone out, but for her sake and in the hopes that a little baby step will lead to a little more, I will take what I can get for now and for now Victoria is out and happy.
Sorry for the length of my story, but thank you all for allowing me share it with you.
Victoria D ;)