Hell on Heels
04-02-2015, 04:04 AM
Hell-o All,
So my recent post of my lack of desire, and balance concerns have been put to a test.
It really seems that the stars aligned for this. I was able to leave work 1 hour early, which allowed me
some time to work on that "guy" stuff, and clean myself up.
I have to say, while in the shower, I procrastinated a bit by deciding to clean the shower, but I pressed on.
I did my makeup, and dressed....... that first look in the mirror.......... OMG ! I missed that feeling.
So I spent a bit of time around the house, but quickly got bored, and wanted to go out.
No sense in fighting it, I drove into town and took my usual stroll. I came into a large open city square,
saw 1 person riding a bike around in the square, and kept walking. this bike rider rode up to me and turned
on his headlamp. Of course I looked straight into the light. He turned away, and I kept walking. Eventually I
had to turn around and head back the way I came, well dude was still there. I walked on through the square, but
he rode up behind me, I heard him coming, but was calm and just kept walking. As he got about 10 ft. behind me
he said " How YOU doin'?". I almost laughed! He sounded just like Matt LeBlanch as Joey on Friends.
I said I was fine, He asked if I was lost, or if I needed any help. I told him "n, I'm good. Thank you", and he rode away.
I went to several other places for other walks, a closed down mall,(the Theater was still open). I walked
through the entire mall (not a single mirror in any window).
Not wanting to go home just yet, I drove to the downtown area, bars were still open but not very busy. I took a
short walk there and headed back home.
It was late but wanted to try to spend more time dressed at home, so I went back to what made this all a bit fun
before I first stepped out with friends, I took some pics. I'll post them in the pic gallery.
In all, I'd say the low desire dressing was definitely NOT a negative experience at all. It may have prompted
more desire, but that elephant continues to grow no matter how much you ignore it.
Thank you all so much for offering opinions to that thread and making me think.
Much Love,
Kristyn
OH! and Katie,(you masochist) My gurl stuff is hanging right with my daily grind guy stuff, seeing it, touching it, and
even smelling it, is always available. Putting it all on, well ?????????
So my recent post of my lack of desire, and balance concerns have been put to a test.
It really seems that the stars aligned for this. I was able to leave work 1 hour early, which allowed me
some time to work on that "guy" stuff, and clean myself up.
I have to say, while in the shower, I procrastinated a bit by deciding to clean the shower, but I pressed on.
I did my makeup, and dressed....... that first look in the mirror.......... OMG ! I missed that feeling.
So I spent a bit of time around the house, but quickly got bored, and wanted to go out.
No sense in fighting it, I drove into town and took my usual stroll. I came into a large open city square,
saw 1 person riding a bike around in the square, and kept walking. this bike rider rode up to me and turned
on his headlamp. Of course I looked straight into the light. He turned away, and I kept walking. Eventually I
had to turn around and head back the way I came, well dude was still there. I walked on through the square, but
he rode up behind me, I heard him coming, but was calm and just kept walking. As he got about 10 ft. behind me
he said " How YOU doin'?". I almost laughed! He sounded just like Matt LeBlanch as Joey on Friends.
I said I was fine, He asked if I was lost, or if I needed any help. I told him "n, I'm good. Thank you", and he rode away.
I went to several other places for other walks, a closed down mall,(the Theater was still open). I walked
through the entire mall (not a single mirror in any window).
Not wanting to go home just yet, I drove to the downtown area, bars were still open but not very busy. I took a
short walk there and headed back home.
It was late but wanted to try to spend more time dressed at home, so I went back to what made this all a bit fun
before I first stepped out with friends, I took some pics. I'll post them in the pic gallery.
In all, I'd say the low desire dressing was definitely NOT a negative experience at all. It may have prompted
more desire, but that elephant continues to grow no matter how much you ignore it.
Thank you all so much for offering opinions to that thread and making me think.
Much Love,
Kristyn
OH! and Katie,(you masochist) My gurl stuff is hanging right with my daily grind guy stuff, seeing it, touching it, and
even smelling it, is always available. Putting it all on, well ?????????