AllisonCS1
06-10-2015, 09:29 AM
With my return to work for the next several weeks I can't help reflecting on my last 4 days living as Allison.
Things weren't perfect, my voice needs alot of work, my hair extensions were fizzing out of control. A run in with my nieces jerk of a landlord. A run in with my new landlord, IN which I pulled out of the drive like I was in a hurry so hopefully from the distance I pass... I just don't want to rock the boat until I actually have a moment to gage his charecter.
And a woman and her tween daughter staring for several minutes while I was waiting for them to move their cart so I could pick out some apples.
And I guess I should note that my ex girlfriend s brother lives next door and according to the ex my neighbors think that I'm my own girlfriend. Lol...
but overal, I just felt so much better out and about, sure there is still a little bit of fear, but it's a different sort of fear in which I'm not really sure how to describe it.
My body movements seem to be automatically adjusting, my posture, gait and all that.
Also I sort of think that this gas station attendant was trying to flirt... not really sure as he could have been goofing around. I had stopped to buy a pack of cigarettes and he sort of flowed around the counter grabbed a pack and was trying to be cool by tossing it from hand to hand like he was juggling. He would have been pretty slick had he grabbed the right brand...
Things weren't perfect, my voice needs alot of work, my hair extensions were fizzing out of control. A run in with my nieces jerk of a landlord. A run in with my new landlord, IN which I pulled out of the drive like I was in a hurry so hopefully from the distance I pass... I just don't want to rock the boat until I actually have a moment to gage his charecter.
And a woman and her tween daughter staring for several minutes while I was waiting for them to move their cart so I could pick out some apples.
And I guess I should note that my ex girlfriend s brother lives next door and according to the ex my neighbors think that I'm my own girlfriend. Lol...
but overal, I just felt so much better out and about, sure there is still a little bit of fear, but it's a different sort of fear in which I'm not really sure how to describe it.
My body movements seem to be automatically adjusting, my posture, gait and all that.
Also I sort of think that this gas station attendant was trying to flirt... not really sure as he could have been goofing around. I had stopped to buy a pack of cigarettes and he sort of flowed around the counter grabbed a pack and was trying to be cool by tossing it from hand to hand like he was juggling. He would have been pretty slick had he grabbed the right brand...