Allisa
07-16-2015, 09:21 PM
I don't know why but I've been expressing as femme in full a lot lately, just today I had to return some merchandise to BB&B, so I got dressed and out the door I went, listening to the radio and driving slower and with a big grin on my face. Strolled in the store and approached the return counter and was greeted by a very nice cute SA about in her 30's,she never flinched once even when I started to talk(just can't get that femme voice yet)even though my voice isn't that deep it's still male. Had a small problem with the register and needed the manager to fix it, meantime we chatted about my returns and the weather, then needed my name to authenticate my receipt since it was on my credit card and with out hesitation gladly gave and spelled it, no guilt, no embarrassment, no shame, proud I was a CDer and out. Received a smile from a woman on my way out, maybe she heard my name and knew I was a male dressed up femme or just being cordial to another "woman". I Really wanted to go to a park and get some outside pics but thought it would be kind of strange to set up my tri-pod outdoors and photo myself. Maybe tomorrow I will as I have to go out dressed again, it felt so right, much different than when I was younger, maybe I truly have accepted myself. Well I have to wait a few more days before I can post any pics, I have some of what I was wearing today and others.