Ryan
10-12-2004, 09:14 PM
Julie M, this is probably more toward your for help and guidence but I'll take advise from anybody. Recently I met with a wanderful gurl on line. We had some pleasant chats and wonderful outlooks. Suddenly she stopped chats and e-mails. I understand it is her choice and I can respect. I just feel extremely hurt to the point co-workers have said I am distant and just not "there". I titled this thread as troubles with past because I used to cd. Unfortunately my father found out and belittled me to no end; to the point of wanting to shame me in public. So I have had special feelings toward cd but scared from doing it. I now am interested in chatting and even meeting with a special person. This special gurl in a member of this room. She is so special and deserves to be treated well. I am on business in Navada in late October and offered to change my travel plans to see her if she would like. We discussed this and things were going well. Then she just stopped communicating with me. I understand concerns about these kind of meets, I have them too. But I would be coming to an area I know nothing about, been searched by the airlines as well as all luggage being searched. If she met me at the airport that would be a very public place for an initial meeting. The darling is in Texas and I hope she will contact me. She is a real lady. Please give me some guidance......I have waited for the perfect time and I thing this Texas sweetheart could be the one. Help desperately wanted.