I am...a girl,no a woman,no i am..

[chantelle]

The confusion is with me again .I look at myself naked and see a girl with a great body{others might disagree} and the i look at my short hair and i feel like crying.Why did i cut it.
Madness i say because today i am sure that the maleness in me must be some virus that will always wipe out parts of me.
Who has a antivirus that we can erase this pesky bug.
Ranting and raving about the male part of me is my daily dose of counsiling.Maybe i must give this virus ti Abraxus.She will use it well.
Who has he virus? :confused:

[babe4life]

Some days the virus is particularly virulent, while others it is in recess. I found talking about it helps to keep it under wraps once in a while, but it never removes the desire to allow the real me to be out of her male confines.

Chantelle, hang in there! You are in my thoughts.

Love,
Vicky

[crispy]

I avoid mirrors like the plague. :eek:
I am whoever I want to be, with no doubt or confusion. :rolleyes:
It helps to ignore the visual side (except looking down my body towards my nylon clad legs) and go for the tactile-sensual.
If my hands wander over my body, and it feels right (lycra helps so much), then my hands are caressing a soft sensuous woman.
Meanwhile my body feels a pair of male hands smoothly caressing its nicest parts (the breasts area is favourite).
I feel like a total ****. Nice......!! :cool:

[Wendy me]

some times i am happy to be wendy for who i am in that moment at that time sometimes i am a father , husband counfused abought all that is me.....or is it???? sometimes i think mabey i am just a fuc-ked up girl on the inside trying to sort this all out.. becarful looking for your slefe you just might find it..

[genevieve_ohara]

Crispy your post is turning me on.

Damn, damn, damn.

G

(ps thank you)

[crispy]

Crispy your post is turning me on.

Damn, damn, damn.

G

(ps thank you)
anything to please ............... :)

it's good here, isn't it ?

[Tristen Cox]

Your post is turning me on too.. why did you stop?? Darn :p

[Marianne]

No virus here. Naked I'm just a pot-bellied, grey-haired, pasty-white skinned girl with a flat chest and something 'extra' between the legs who gives people nightmares.

When I'm fully made-up and dressed I am a hot super-heroine/villianess who gives people nightmares. :D

[crispy]

Your post is turning me on too.. why did you stop?? Darn :p
cos both my hands were dragged away from the computer. that was before I fell off my chair. :o

[Julie]

Marianne, Crispy!

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Crispy, are you back in your seat now?

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Now you must remember. A virus has to be eliminated by the body's own defense mechanisms. Medication won't work so you need to strengthen your body's defenses.



Some things that work are shopping, putting on makeup, painting your nails and of course, spending some quality time with your friends here.

[crispy]

Crispy, are you back in your seat now
up and running.





until the next time....

[chantelle]

I started living in the moment and the thought of worry has abandoned me.
I love this forum."Cause here be life.." :rolleyes: