tiffanynjcd24
12-09-2015, 03:57 PM
Hey everyone
I just want to share a update.
Job
Recently I started my new job as a entry level database Developer at a company. I been building and rewriting skis packages like I made changes to sql statements and adding/removing tasks. So far I am loving this job and I am learning a lot and growing at the same time. Pretty soon I will programming languages along with it. So far I am very happy.
Relationship status
I been single for 7+ years. I haven't found the right one who will accept me for me. It's hard for me to find a gg being that I am from ny/nj area and most gg want regular guys. I was hanging out with a friend and she doesn't like to date a crossdresser like me. I told her I would give up my cding to be with her, but later on I was thinking that it wouldn't be the right decision because I would reget it. Besides I love being a cd and I don't have that desire to give it up for any girl I would meet. I realize that if I want a relationship, I am willing to put myself out there for the right person. To do that I am willing to go out and meeting people(I want to do that so often).
Sexual orientation
I know that I am bisexual. I been realized it every since college or after college, I am attractive to girls, guys and crossdressers. Before I was dating a girl for 8 months and it didn't work out due to lot of issues between me and her. I was hurt for a long time so I have to find myself who I am. Yes I do have low self esteem when it comes to meeting others or interact with others. Anyway, I decided to experiment with guys and transgenders such as paying them to have sex with me or most of the times just to have sex. The reason i did that was I was lonely and looking for love. Plus I was scared that I was going to catch diseases so I have to get tested and it came back negative. Next thing I know that I lost my virginity to a feminine guy via sex. I was kind of scared and I didn't like it at first. However I realized that I kind of enjoy having sex with a feminine guy. I did imagine that if I have sex with another mtf cd then I would love it more. Overall, I am attractive to girls guys and crossdressers but I want to date another crossdresser or a guy while I am dressed as a girl. Thinking about me dating a guy or a crossdresser while I'm dressed as a cd excites me more. I would love to date a beautiful woman also.
Shopping
I did some clothes and shoe shopping for myself like I bought couple of dresses, bras, panties, heels and stockings. I will buying it some more once I get my own place in which it will happen next year. I need to buy makeup too so I can do my makeup. Last thing is i need to buy a wig.
Crossdressing
I just want to say that I love being a beautiful crossdresser. I always love to dress up like a beautiful woman. Gosh I wish I can go out to clubs or in public as Tiffany being that I need to let her be free and be herself. The fact that when I dress up, I love the idea of getting hit on by guys, well not all guys because some guys do have issues. I been tiffany for 14 years and I would never give that up for anyone.
Video games
As far as video games. I love playing video games where I can play as a female character in a rpg game or games like gta and mmos. When I play as a female character, I pretend I was that character and idk why. Anyway I play on the xbox one, ps4, and sometimes pc(I don't play too many games on the pc). Anyway if anyone want to play me, please send me a pm. I am looking forward to play with fellow cds.
Lastly
I am saving up money to get my own place. I don't like the idea of living with family and I need my privacy.
I just want to share a update.
Job
Recently I started my new job as a entry level database Developer at a company. I been building and rewriting skis packages like I made changes to sql statements and adding/removing tasks. So far I am loving this job and I am learning a lot and growing at the same time. Pretty soon I will programming languages along with it. So far I am very happy.
Relationship status
I been single for 7+ years. I haven't found the right one who will accept me for me. It's hard for me to find a gg being that I am from ny/nj area and most gg want regular guys. I was hanging out with a friend and she doesn't like to date a crossdresser like me. I told her I would give up my cding to be with her, but later on I was thinking that it wouldn't be the right decision because I would reget it. Besides I love being a cd and I don't have that desire to give it up for any girl I would meet. I realize that if I want a relationship, I am willing to put myself out there for the right person. To do that I am willing to go out and meeting people(I want to do that so often).
Sexual orientation
I know that I am bisexual. I been realized it every since college or after college, I am attractive to girls, guys and crossdressers. Before I was dating a girl for 8 months and it didn't work out due to lot of issues between me and her. I was hurt for a long time so I have to find myself who I am. Yes I do have low self esteem when it comes to meeting others or interact with others. Anyway, I decided to experiment with guys and transgenders such as paying them to have sex with me or most of the times just to have sex. The reason i did that was I was lonely and looking for love. Plus I was scared that I was going to catch diseases so I have to get tested and it came back negative. Next thing I know that I lost my virginity to a feminine guy via sex. I was kind of scared and I didn't like it at first. However I realized that I kind of enjoy having sex with a feminine guy. I did imagine that if I have sex with another mtf cd then I would love it more. Overall, I am attractive to girls guys and crossdressers but I want to date another crossdresser or a guy while I am dressed as a girl. Thinking about me dating a guy or a crossdresser while I'm dressed as a cd excites me more. I would love to date a beautiful woman also.
Shopping
I did some clothes and shoe shopping for myself like I bought couple of dresses, bras, panties, heels and stockings. I will buying it some more once I get my own place in which it will happen next year. I need to buy makeup too so I can do my makeup. Last thing is i need to buy a wig.
Crossdressing
I just want to say that I love being a beautiful crossdresser. I always love to dress up like a beautiful woman. Gosh I wish I can go out to clubs or in public as Tiffany being that I need to let her be free and be herself. The fact that when I dress up, I love the idea of getting hit on by guys, well not all guys because some guys do have issues. I been tiffany for 14 years and I would never give that up for anyone.
Video games
As far as video games. I love playing video games where I can play as a female character in a rpg game or games like gta and mmos. When I play as a female character, I pretend I was that character and idk why. Anyway I play on the xbox one, ps4, and sometimes pc(I don't play too many games on the pc). Anyway if anyone want to play me, please send me a pm. I am looking forward to play with fellow cds.
Lastly
I am saving up money to get my own place. I don't like the idea of living with family and I need my privacy.