JanePeterson
01-09-2016, 01:43 PM
Happy weekend!
Just thinking back on my past here and am curious if you all experienced anything similar...
I have always been the type to take things to the extreme, especially hobbies etc. I get an activity or an idea in my head, and I can't let it go, I pursue it as hard as I can, then shortly find that I'm really not into it as much as I thought.
I've done this since college, and a few things I've stuck with and enjoy, but others I've totally flamed out. Examples: Rock climbing (still enjoy) Mountaineering (idea is great, too expensive in reality), was into cycling then recumbent bicycles (spent WAY to much money on that one)...
A big source of my doubts right now is a recognition of this behavior in myself. They key difference being that CDing has been with me my whole life, and not engaging in a hobby has never given me panic attacks.
We're those episodes of abundant enthusiasm some unconscious manifestation of GD and unhappiness? Or am I just a run of the mill flake-o who can't make up their mind?
Just curious if any of you had a similar pattern before understanding your trans-ness
Thanks!!!
Jane
Just thinking back on my past here and am curious if you all experienced anything similar...
I have always been the type to take things to the extreme, especially hobbies etc. I get an activity or an idea in my head, and I can't let it go, I pursue it as hard as I can, then shortly find that I'm really not into it as much as I thought.
I've done this since college, and a few things I've stuck with and enjoy, but others I've totally flamed out. Examples: Rock climbing (still enjoy) Mountaineering (idea is great, too expensive in reality), was into cycling then recumbent bicycles (spent WAY to much money on that one)...
A big source of my doubts right now is a recognition of this behavior in myself. They key difference being that CDing has been with me my whole life, and not engaging in a hobby has never given me panic attacks.
We're those episodes of abundant enthusiasm some unconscious manifestation of GD and unhappiness? Or am I just a run of the mill flake-o who can't make up their mind?
Just curious if any of you had a similar pattern before understanding your trans-ness
Thanks!!!
Jane