carlywhoo920
02-08-2016, 07:57 AM
Hiya girls,
I haven't been on here for about 3 or 4 years.
Only just recently rejoined.
The feeling of being a girl and wanting to be a girl have always been with me.
But I've been able to suppress the feelings.
But recently the feelings have come back stronger than ever.
Right now, I'm in the kitchen wearing leggings, top, breast forms, bra & knickers and black boots on.
And I have started to try and grow my hair.
I've started using a homemade gaff too.
I have even worn it at work.
Just so I can hide the hideous piece of flesh under my drab underwear.
Today, I have shaved all of my leg hair off again.
Getting a bit stubbly.
Trouble is that I can only get dressed up on my days off work for a few hours at a time when everyone else is at school and work.
And I have to set an alarm clock so I can get back into horrible man clothing.
Absolutely hate it when I have to get changed.
Anyone else feel like I do?
I did post on here several years ago about having to go to a therapist and getting no where with the feelings I have.
Last time, I was on this forum my member name was carvery carly.
Should I go to the doctor again and tell them about this?
I haven't been on here for about 3 or 4 years.
Only just recently rejoined.
The feeling of being a girl and wanting to be a girl have always been with me.
But I've been able to suppress the feelings.
But recently the feelings have come back stronger than ever.
Right now, I'm in the kitchen wearing leggings, top, breast forms, bra & knickers and black boots on.
And I have started to try and grow my hair.
I've started using a homemade gaff too.
I have even worn it at work.
Just so I can hide the hideous piece of flesh under my drab underwear.
Today, I have shaved all of my leg hair off again.
Getting a bit stubbly.
Trouble is that I can only get dressed up on my days off work for a few hours at a time when everyone else is at school and work.
And I have to set an alarm clock so I can get back into horrible man clothing.
Absolutely hate it when I have to get changed.
Anyone else feel like I do?
I did post on here several years ago about having to go to a therapist and getting no where with the feelings I have.
Last time, I was on this forum my member name was carvery carly.
Should I go to the doctor again and tell them about this?