Bobbi46
02-26-2016, 03:00 PM
After 19 out of 23 years of law enforcement and then crime scene photography I saw as you can imagine quite a lot some of it now remains as flashbacks and nightmares ( I had to retire on medical as a result), also this included the destruction of now my second marriage. And since then I have found me involving in a truly pleasurable way of life. Dressing as such has now become an almost daily thing to do (some days it is not possible) and whilst having this ability to dress as and when I like, has not so much become an obsession but also became a normal thing to do, and whereas this is what I like to do and like lots of you it is no where within the realms of a psychological progression brought on by work experiences. It is something that has been evolving over these last three years and slowly growing into a more deeper understanding of what is around me in the here and now.
Dressing as often as I am has created many emotions within me and each and every one has its own merits. My marriage breakdown is now becoming a thing of the past and something which I can begin to put behind me.
But where dressing comes into the equation this is something which has given me the ability to see things from the other side and a side which has created in me a much softer outlook on look life, made so by the feminine feelings that I have developed. It has created a more gentle approach to life in general, a sort of feeling to deal with matters in a far more calm and measured way.
Having physical friends close by is al very nice but here where expats are few and far apart the subject of dressing is not the subject that could be brought up without losing some of them.
But here within the forum is where the comfort, friendship and intimacy can be found where expressions can be made either within postings or within messages to friends. It is within this forum that I have found myself in the position I am in, in that I have found the comfort understanding warmth and kindness which has enabled me to seek out the life that I have chosen to lead.
One of calmness and peace almost like drifting off to sleep in a feather bed. A feeling of yes this is the here and now, a feeling of softness, caring, nurturing and a deep love of all sorts of things in this beautiful existence, and yes it is beautiful some aspects of it difficult to put into words, beautiful in the way of life that is created by dressing, beautiful in the different way I can now see the other side of life, beautiful in the knowledge that when there is a need there is somebody her who can help, advise, sympathise, commiserate or offer support.
Dressing, and all that goes with it plus the support I have had has brought me bank from the brink on a couple of occasions now but since and evolving how I have I know now that this new life which I now lead is a way which will I hope take me to a life a peacefulness and happiness.
Yes for sure dressing a soft way of way of life and which gives me most pleasure and I hope it does with you.
Dressing as often as I am has created many emotions within me and each and every one has its own merits. My marriage breakdown is now becoming a thing of the past and something which I can begin to put behind me.
But where dressing comes into the equation this is something which has given me the ability to see things from the other side and a side which has created in me a much softer outlook on look life, made so by the feminine feelings that I have developed. It has created a more gentle approach to life in general, a sort of feeling to deal with matters in a far more calm and measured way.
Having physical friends close by is al very nice but here where expats are few and far apart the subject of dressing is not the subject that could be brought up without losing some of them.
But here within the forum is where the comfort, friendship and intimacy can be found where expressions can be made either within postings or within messages to friends. It is within this forum that I have found myself in the position I am in, in that I have found the comfort understanding warmth and kindness which has enabled me to seek out the life that I have chosen to lead.
One of calmness and peace almost like drifting off to sleep in a feather bed. A feeling of yes this is the here and now, a feeling of softness, caring, nurturing and a deep love of all sorts of things in this beautiful existence, and yes it is beautiful some aspects of it difficult to put into words, beautiful in the way of life that is created by dressing, beautiful in the different way I can now see the other side of life, beautiful in the knowledge that when there is a need there is somebody her who can help, advise, sympathise, commiserate or offer support.
Dressing, and all that goes with it plus the support I have had has brought me bank from the brink on a couple of occasions now but since and evolving how I have I know now that this new life which I now lead is a way which will I hope take me to a life a peacefulness and happiness.
Yes for sure dressing a soft way of way of life and which gives me most pleasure and I hope it does with you.