Where I've been...

[MissDanielle]

I've been away from the forums over the past few weeks because I have spent a lot of my time in trying to find a job. My job search is over as of today.

I also started having doubts about things. For a full two weeks following my first week of moving back, I had no urges to do anything feminine at all. Even clothing. I've stayed away from the hormones and I'm not sure if or when I'll touch them. I know this: I want to get married and have biological children. If I start hormones, any chance of having my own biological kids go out the window.

I'm going to meet with my therapist regularly now that I am employed. In any event, my urges came back over the past weekend and reached out to my therapist immediately.

I am definitely trans in the sense that I fall somewhere under the umbrella. It's just a matter of where and I need to get that figured out. Right now, even as I present male, I lean towards the feminine side of things.

[Robin777]

Glad to hear you found a job. I would think the therapist will help you figure things out. I can see why your urge to dress went away. A job search can be stressful. Keep us posted on how things are going.

[MissDanielle]

Thanks. I have a meeting with my therapist set for Tuesday morning since my first day at work won't be until Thursday.

[SabrinaEmily]

Whatever's right for you, you now have the space and freedom to figure it out on your own terms. Good luck, Danielle.

[Bria]

I'm glad to hear that you found a job! Now you can get on with the rest of life.

Hugs, Bria