Re-introducing...I guess

[openheaven]

Well, looks like I'm back again. You might remember me from a while ago. I posted a topic saying that I would be giving up crossdressing for good. Actually, I did give it up for a while, I had managed to fight the urge(not that there were many urges though) until this morning.

This morning, my girlfriend had to get up to go to work and since I wasn't working, I stayed in bed. She left at 6:30. At around 10:30, I woke up and noticed that I was alone. This does not happen often as most of the time, we both get up at the same time to go to work.

Then, I felt that, right then, I had to dress. I don't know why, but I just had to. I jumped out of bed, grabbed a black silk G-string from my girlfriend's drawer, one of her black bras(the kind that has padding in it so it looks like I have real breasts), a pair of pantyhose and a bunch of makeup. I ran to the bathroom and immediately put everything on. I was just there, looking at myself in the mirror asking myself how I could had gotten back into this. I just felt...so good, so pure and...beautiful.

I'll spare you the details of what went on after I was admiring my dressing, but let me know that even after that, I still felt like keeping the clothes on. I didn't want to take them off. I then proceeded to do what excites me the most when I am dressed; I poured myself a nice, hot bath with bubbles and dropped in fully dresses. I don't know if any of you have tried it, but just sitting in some hot water with pantyhose and a bra is just so overwhelming.
Looks like I'm back to crossdressing for good!

[DanaJ]

Welcome back :)

Why did you have to use your girlfriend's stuff? What happened to the $500 worth of panties and bras and pantyhose that your girlfriend and you went out and bought for you a few months ago? http://www.crossdressers.com/forums/showthread.php?p=237526#post237526

[openheaven]

OK, that story about those 500$ of panties was made up...I w=can only wish she would let me do something like that! She doesn't even know!

[DanaJ]

Made up??? Really??? :shocked:

Well, I hope you will be more honest with us from now on - trust, once lost, is very hard to regain.....

[openheaven]

Yeah, I see what you mean. I guess I was living my fantasies by putting them into a story. I still would love to go on such a shopping spree though!

[TGMarla]

Goody for you. You dressed, you whacked, you took a bath, you wrote it all down and told us about it. Thanks for sharing.

[openheaven]

Goody for you. You dressed, you whacked, you took a bath, you wrote it all down and told us about it. Thanks for sharing.

Was that supposed to be sarcastic?

[Nikki Dee]

OK, that story about those 500$ of panties was made up...I w=can only wish she would let me do something like that! She doesn't even know!
Welcome back.!!!...but don't live in fantasy land love...try reality...that's fantastic enough when you are TG.
Nikki. x

[Wendy me]

well well well ....ok see the tough part of this is whats real and what's not (lying ) ok so the shopping trip was "made up" all right silly us if we belived it... now could what your saying here be also made up??? the thing is here on this place we see ton's of threads and posts from people all over the world .... one of the veary few places that we can come and be ourselfes not to be judged ... to be who we are ....why in the world would you or any one have to tell storryes or make up things ??? could this be that low selfe easteam thing??? do people feel the need to stand out in the crowd??? then have to say yes it's not true i made it all up....

girlfreinds sisters or brouthers who ever you might be .....come here be who you are or who you dare not be .... speake the truth .....and leave the story time to doctor Seuss ......

[Penny]

To belong, or not to belong? That is the question!

[MsJanessa]

Yeah, I see what you mean. I guess I was living my fantasies by putting them into a story. I still would love to go on such a shopping spree though!
Well you're probably no different then many of the T-girls who post on this forum and if this is the only place where you tell lies you are doing pretty good---it really doesn't effect most of us who have never met you and never will---Honesty is the best policy however so unless you want a good whipping from Moi,:dom: be sure to tell the truth to us from now on--ps never really believed the story about 500 dollars worth of panties anyway----what would a girl do with that many of just one item?

[Gwen]

"Fool me once shame on you. Fool me twice shame on me." You lied. You made yourself feel good. It's not easy winning the trust back.

[openheaven]

"Fool me once shame on you. Fool me twice shame on me." You lied. You made yourself feel good. It's not easy winning the trust back.

Oh, cry me a river.

[GypsyKaren]

Oh, cry me a river.

Oh geez, I hate to get involved with this nonsense...

Looky here, you started this mess with your lies, and what lies they were. I mean, come on now, $5oo worth of panties? I've bought cars in my life for less than that. Anyway, don't expect everyone to just roll over and let you scratch their bellies now that you've tossed out a biscuit, because it ain't gonna happen. Personally, I think I'd try being a wee bit more contrite if I were you, a smart-ass attitude here will get you tap dancing on quicksand in a real hurry.

Karen

[Gwen]

Oh, cry me a river.

Do you really think eveyone is just waiting for you to log on and tell us another lie. Get real!

[Flo's wife GG]

Considering how many on this site have bared their souls and want to be believed and you go and tell a crap and bull story about somehting as stupid as what is spent shopping and want everyone to be happy bacause you are telling yet another story that you want us to believe.
Your sarcasm is uncalled for and unwarranted in a forumn where honesty and understanding are the basis that we share on.
And as a GG if you had done that to my clothes, without the honesty of being told about your feeling about being a cd, i would come unglued and walk out the door.

[Bliss GG]

I'm with Flo's Wife. Crossdressing is fine, but don't mess up my nice underwear. I would be livid if my SO wore my underwear, not because it's "women's" underwear, but because it's MY underwear. Get your own!

(As for the lying, I hope for your girlfriend's sake that this story was a lie too.)

[openheaven]

Wow. How to judge without knowing the facts. I DID WASH THEM AFTER USING THEM YOU KNOW?! Sorry for telling a lie the first time but at least I came out and told you it was a lie. And don't you get it yet? We're all living our little lies here so that's never going to change. And getting pissed at me isn't going to change it either. Sorry for messing up.

[DanaJ]

OK, let's all move on, OK?