ellbee
09-13-2016, 03:55 AM
... I had forgotten how much fun & enjoyable & genuine this can all be! :GD:
It's definitely a "warm" & comfortable feeling. Life just seems so much fuller & richer now. I do feel more complete & honest with myself.
And I didn't realize it at the time, but I guess there was something truly missing.
It's always been ebbing & flowing throughout my life, though 3.5 years was a *long* time -- a personal record-breaker, actually.
Not like I was intentionally "struggling" to stay away from this part of me, but life just sort of naturally took me there.
Well, now it's naturally taking me back to where I feel most "at home." :thumbsup:
And don't get me wrong: I was still generally happy all that while. I'm glad I had that "guy time," as this latest blossoming seems to be taking me on a whole new & enlightened path to a deeper & truer self.
It feels pretty amazing, really. Very serene.
I dunno, I just wanted to share with y'all.
And yes, this forum is a pretty awesome place to chill, with a pretty awesome group. So happy I'm here! :gh:
It's definitely a "warm" & comfortable feeling. Life just seems so much fuller & richer now. I do feel more complete & honest with myself.
And I didn't realize it at the time, but I guess there was something truly missing.
It's always been ebbing & flowing throughout my life, though 3.5 years was a *long* time -- a personal record-breaker, actually.
Not like I was intentionally "struggling" to stay away from this part of me, but life just sort of naturally took me there.
Well, now it's naturally taking me back to where I feel most "at home." :thumbsup:
And don't get me wrong: I was still generally happy all that while. I'm glad I had that "guy time," as this latest blossoming seems to be taking me on a whole new & enlightened path to a deeper & truer self.
It feels pretty amazing, really. Very serene.
I dunno, I just wanted to share with y'all.
And yes, this forum is a pretty awesome place to chill, with a pretty awesome group. So happy I'm here! :gh: