Long time away

[Gabbi]

It has been a long time since I posted here. I have spent the last 1.5 years fighting. I have finally reached a point of not caring anymore and really not caring what people think. I will tell you that this journey is a dang hard road mentally. Life deals cards how it sees fit and after that we play the cards we are dealt. After 2 years I dumped the mones and cut the hair. Then I fought and not that I have lost but I have had to stop that path. Trading hormones for other things to self medicate is a destructive path. It is so imperative to have help through this journey as I do not know if it is possible to face the mental hurdles that come along with just being. Just wanted to drop a note to say hi as I might lurk for awhile. I will say this though. I thought that starting the hormones again would be a slow process back into the swing but the brain picked up right were it left off.... problem is I miss my hair and I have a nice dark beard now even after a year of electro.

I can say without a doubt get help ...preferably qualified. also electro sucks ...

[Tommie.]

Welcome home Gabbi... we love you....

[Nigella]

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