rachelj
03-04-2006, 05:31 AM
Hi there, I’m Rachel J and this is my first post apart from my introduction.
I’d like to thank all those that welcomed me on the introduction site – it gave me a really warm feeling and I now feel part of a large family. Thanks girls.
I am an occasional CD aged 50+, married with two children and neither they nor my wife know of Rachel. I am pretty certain that if my wife, who I love dearly, were to find out, that would be the end of my marriage of some 25 years! Unfortunately she is not particularly open-minded about such things – hey-ho. And before anyone starts saying I should have told her before getting married, at that time I thought I was ‘over’ the desire to dress, which I had been doing very sporadically since the age of about 15. It was only after a few problems between us that I returned to dressing, and then only on the odd occasion when I was in the house alone. Each session always seemed to be followed by feelings of intense guilt and remorse. Now though, I feel a lot more relaxed when dressed, and have even purchased my own femme underwear and make-up, instead of ‘borrowing’ hers.
My dream would be for my wife to accept my dressing and help and encourage me with it, so that we could go out together as a couple of girls. I am so envious of you girls with supportive SOs (by the way, what does SO stand for?).
Hopefully soon I will be able to post a picture of me as my avatar, and maybe some pictures for the galleries, fingers crossed they turn out alright.
OK, that’s enough for now. I feel so much more at ease, albeit excited also, having so many understanding people around that I can ‘talk’ to, and I thank you all from the bottom of my heart for your comments and help. Maybe one day I can take the huge step of venturing outside while dressed to meet some of you, who knows.
Hugs and kisses to you all, you are very special people.
Rachel J
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I’d like to thank all those that welcomed me on the introduction site – it gave me a really warm feeling and I now feel part of a large family. Thanks girls.
I am an occasional CD aged 50+, married with two children and neither they nor my wife know of Rachel. I am pretty certain that if my wife, who I love dearly, were to find out, that would be the end of my marriage of some 25 years! Unfortunately she is not particularly open-minded about such things – hey-ho. And before anyone starts saying I should have told her before getting married, at that time I thought I was ‘over’ the desire to dress, which I had been doing very sporadically since the age of about 15. It was only after a few problems between us that I returned to dressing, and then only on the odd occasion when I was in the house alone. Each session always seemed to be followed by feelings of intense guilt and remorse. Now though, I feel a lot more relaxed when dressed, and have even purchased my own femme underwear and make-up, instead of ‘borrowing’ hers.
My dream would be for my wife to accept my dressing and help and encourage me with it, so that we could go out together as a couple of girls. I am so envious of you girls with supportive SOs (by the way, what does SO stand for?).
Hopefully soon I will be able to post a picture of me as my avatar, and maybe some pictures for the galleries, fingers crossed they turn out alright.
OK, that’s enough for now. I feel so much more at ease, albeit excited also, having so many understanding people around that I can ‘talk’ to, and I thank you all from the bottom of my heart for your comments and help. Maybe one day I can take the huge step of venturing outside while dressed to meet some of you, who knows.
Hugs and kisses to you all, you are very special people.
Rachel J
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