Peta_T
09-09-2017, 08:26 PM
So I'm 4 months into my journey and while there are physical changes happening, (hurry up girls :battingeyelashes:), the big change is in my mental and emotional state.
While I'm not even close to being happy yet, I'm not the depressed person that I was 6-12 months ago. I can see that I am capable of being not only content, but even happy with myself.
The mental "stability" was a good thing, but what shocked me to the core have been the emotional changes. I actually cry now. All my life, I could probably count the number of times I've cried. Now in the last 6 weeks, I've had two nights where I just bawled my eyes out. Felt good about it as well. (what a shock that was).
I guess, I'm just happy that I am finally becoming the person I really am inside. Inside and outside in harmony for the first time in my life.
While I'm not even close to being happy yet, I'm not the depressed person that I was 6-12 months ago. I can see that I am capable of being not only content, but even happy with myself.
The mental "stability" was a good thing, but what shocked me to the core have been the emotional changes. I actually cry now. All my life, I could probably count the number of times I've cried. Now in the last 6 weeks, I've had two nights where I just bawled my eyes out. Felt good about it as well. (what a shock that was).
I guess, I'm just happy that I am finally becoming the person I really am inside. Inside and outside in harmony for the first time in my life.