sarah_hillcrest
08-05-2018, 10:05 AM
After a very successful and fulfilling camping trip with my wife last week I was feeling very good about myself. I put together a new organizer set of drawers for my wife's bathroom to house her makeup collection and helped her move and organize her stuff. In the process she gave me several things and the bottom drawer for my collection. Later that day I ordered a new wig, nothing expensive around 60 bucks, but it's lace front and I'm hoping much higher quality then the 9 dollar one I'm wearing now. She had also ordered something and knew I was getting a new wig and didn't seem to care.
Later she saw what I paid for the wig and I was expecting all hell to break loose, but instead we both talked about our growing online shopping addictions and decided to try to curb orders for awhile. Thing is she's become a instagram influencer and is getting alot of stuff, like the mirror she just ordered, for free. Lucky her.
Anway, I'm at Wal-Mart to get a few things Friday morning and while I'm walking around I see people that I think I recognize. One is an obviously TG mtf and he's with a GG woman. I know of these two because they are active on the Internet and claim to offer services, mostly fetish type, their services are outrageously expensive and I've corresponded with them a few times in email it was similar to talking to a poorly written AI chatbot. Anyway, I'd seen their pics online and seeing the real thing left me shocked and deflated, I'll just leave it at that.
I quickly went away, just so I wouldn't be rude and stare at them, and then I had a feeling of dread? Later that night I started having doubts and fears and I also realized how judgemental I could be. I'm exactly the kind of person I'm afraid I'll run into if I go out dressed.
Later she saw what I paid for the wig and I was expecting all hell to break loose, but instead we both talked about our growing online shopping addictions and decided to try to curb orders for awhile. Thing is she's become a instagram influencer and is getting alot of stuff, like the mirror she just ordered, for free. Lucky her.
Anway, I'm at Wal-Mart to get a few things Friday morning and while I'm walking around I see people that I think I recognize. One is an obviously TG mtf and he's with a GG woman. I know of these two because they are active on the Internet and claim to offer services, mostly fetish type, their services are outrageously expensive and I've corresponded with them a few times in email it was similar to talking to a poorly written AI chatbot. Anyway, I'd seen their pics online and seeing the real thing left me shocked and deflated, I'll just leave it at that.
I quickly went away, just so I wouldn't be rude and stare at them, and then I had a feeling of dread? Later that night I started having doubts and fears and I also realized how judgemental I could be. I'm exactly the kind of person I'm afraid I'll run into if I go out dressed.