randi_789
03-18-2006, 11:21 AM
It seems that when I dress now it is no longer enough to just be enfemme at home, but I need to go out dressed. My first time out was just to a strip mall and not close contact with anyone, but now that I have gone out I want to do it more. It is out of the box. This I see as being a problem because what is next? When that is no longer enought where do I go then? But that discussion is for another time. This is this weeks story.
I had arranged with Lady Ellen who did my makeover a few weeks ago to meet her at her house for my makeup and then she would escort me to the mall. So, Wednesday morning I took my Xanax, otherwise I wouldn't be able to make it with my nerves. I dressed at home, jeans and ankle boots, all over my padded panty, long line bra, waist cincher and pantyhose. I just put on a zippered sweat shirt on over that, no femme top. I took my new purse, my wife's coat, and packed my three wigs, my nails, and left the house. I drove to Lady Ellen's house and arrived at 9:30. Once again, just as last time she put me at ease instantly. It was as if we were close friends. I came in and she directed me to the dining area where she had set up all her makeup. This time we would be upstairs because her husband was downstairs in the office. I took my coat off revealing my undergarments and she gave me the lovliest lavender turtleneck sweater to put on. Then she proceeded to put on my makeup while i sat facing the back sliding doors to get the natural light on my face. I showed her my wigs when she was done with my makeup and she picked the one she thought would look best. Finally she had a knit cap that matched the sweater which she positioned on my head. I put my lipstick in my purse where I had my camera, wallet, and brush. Then I put on my coat and we were out the door and headed for the mall.
Lady Ellen put on heeled boots also so we ended up being just about the same height. She is five ten in stockinged feet and I am just about a half an inche more if that. We were dressed similar also. I felt very comfortable with her.
We drove to the mall and before I knew it she had zipped into a parking space and we were exiting the car in front of Macys. I didn't know if i was ready for this, but no turning back now. We entered Macys and I think the fact that I was with her made it seem just fine. We walked through Macys and out into the mall where we slowly walked through the mall and I was amazed that noone paid attention to us. She kept reminding me to straighten up and be confident which i think i was learning. We walked around lot, went into a few stores, and then we were looking for a place to have lunch because she hadn't eaten yet. We were in front of Champs, a sports bar, and right next to the food court when she asked me where we should eat. I said that in the restaurant I would have to interact with a waiter or waitress, so I think the food court would be better. Then a second later I realized I would have to order something at the counter at one of the places at the food court, so I said lets do Champs. So we went in. The host said "Hi Ladies". I was in heaven. :-) Ladies. Ladies. He called us ladies. We were shown to a table and then the waitress came over and took our drink order. I managed a femme voice and ordered a pinot grigio. Then she took our order. We ate and talked and I really enjoyed Lady Ellen's company. I had another wine and with the Xanax I took was feeling pretty good. Sitting at the table after we were done I went into my purse, got my lipstick, my small mirror and put on a new coat of lipstick. I felt so much like a woman. Then we got up and left. If there was anyone there who made me there was no indication, no group of waiters standing together and pointing. Our waitress, if she knew, was extremely cordial. My confidence was boosted tremendously by this experience. If she did know, I gave her something to talk about and probably made her otherwise dull day a little more exciting. :-)
We walked around a bit more and then headed for Macys and back to the car. We got back to her house where I had to decompress and enter my drab world again. But first we looked at some pics she had on her computer of a Mary Kay party she had at her house. I wish i could have gone to that. Then it was over. I paid her and i left after a quick kiss.
I loved every minute of it. Every last minute of it. A fantastic experience. And now how do i top that. How do I satisfy the urges? Where do I go from here?
The only regrets I have about the outing was that I didn't take any pics even though I did have my camera. And the second thing is I didn't get to try on shoes in Payless. Oh and a third thing is that I ended up with two blisters from my boots. Perhaps next time I will consider comfort over vanity. Other than that I had an absolutely fantastic day which will keep my high for a while.
I had arranged with Lady Ellen who did my makeover a few weeks ago to meet her at her house for my makeup and then she would escort me to the mall. So, Wednesday morning I took my Xanax, otherwise I wouldn't be able to make it with my nerves. I dressed at home, jeans and ankle boots, all over my padded panty, long line bra, waist cincher and pantyhose. I just put on a zippered sweat shirt on over that, no femme top. I took my new purse, my wife's coat, and packed my three wigs, my nails, and left the house. I drove to Lady Ellen's house and arrived at 9:30. Once again, just as last time she put me at ease instantly. It was as if we were close friends. I came in and she directed me to the dining area where she had set up all her makeup. This time we would be upstairs because her husband was downstairs in the office. I took my coat off revealing my undergarments and she gave me the lovliest lavender turtleneck sweater to put on. Then she proceeded to put on my makeup while i sat facing the back sliding doors to get the natural light on my face. I showed her my wigs when she was done with my makeup and she picked the one she thought would look best. Finally she had a knit cap that matched the sweater which she positioned on my head. I put my lipstick in my purse where I had my camera, wallet, and brush. Then I put on my coat and we were out the door and headed for the mall.
Lady Ellen put on heeled boots also so we ended up being just about the same height. She is five ten in stockinged feet and I am just about a half an inche more if that. We were dressed similar also. I felt very comfortable with her.
We drove to the mall and before I knew it she had zipped into a parking space and we were exiting the car in front of Macys. I didn't know if i was ready for this, but no turning back now. We entered Macys and I think the fact that I was with her made it seem just fine. We walked through Macys and out into the mall where we slowly walked through the mall and I was amazed that noone paid attention to us. She kept reminding me to straighten up and be confident which i think i was learning. We walked around lot, went into a few stores, and then we were looking for a place to have lunch because she hadn't eaten yet. We were in front of Champs, a sports bar, and right next to the food court when she asked me where we should eat. I said that in the restaurant I would have to interact with a waiter or waitress, so I think the food court would be better. Then a second later I realized I would have to order something at the counter at one of the places at the food court, so I said lets do Champs. So we went in. The host said "Hi Ladies". I was in heaven. :-) Ladies. Ladies. He called us ladies. We were shown to a table and then the waitress came over and took our drink order. I managed a femme voice and ordered a pinot grigio. Then she took our order. We ate and talked and I really enjoyed Lady Ellen's company. I had another wine and with the Xanax I took was feeling pretty good. Sitting at the table after we were done I went into my purse, got my lipstick, my small mirror and put on a new coat of lipstick. I felt so much like a woman. Then we got up and left. If there was anyone there who made me there was no indication, no group of waiters standing together and pointing. Our waitress, if she knew, was extremely cordial. My confidence was boosted tremendously by this experience. If she did know, I gave her something to talk about and probably made her otherwise dull day a little more exciting. :-)
We walked around a bit more and then headed for Macys and back to the car. We got back to her house where I had to decompress and enter my drab world again. But first we looked at some pics she had on her computer of a Mary Kay party she had at her house. I wish i could have gone to that. Then it was over. I paid her and i left after a quick kiss.
I loved every minute of it. Every last minute of it. A fantastic experience. And now how do i top that. How do I satisfy the urges? Where do I go from here?
The only regrets I have about the outing was that I didn't take any pics even though I did have my camera. And the second thing is I didn't get to try on shoes in Payless. Oh and a third thing is that I ended up with two blisters from my boots. Perhaps next time I will consider comfort over vanity. Other than that I had an absolutely fantastic day which will keep my high for a while.