Now I'm even dreaming about crossdressing

[RainbowDash]

I've had a few dreams before that I was wearing women's clothes. A couple of them I was dressed as my favorite video game character Princess Peach. Another I was wearing a swimsuit. Every time I woke up, I always wished that I could go back to sleep and pick up the dream where I left off. While I was never able to do that, I did achieve my dream of becoming a crossdresser, even though it took me years to realize I actually wanted to become one. But this dream I had last night was very different....

So far I have been crossdressing for almost 2 years. In that time, I have always been in the closet, although I came out to a couple of people, and the salespeople at Victoria's Secret know who I am as well. I am not ready to come out of the closet, but eventually I would like to do so, and maybe go out with a couple of lady or crossdresser friends if and when the opportunity presents itself.

In my dream last night I was actually out with a GG and we were shopping in the women's department of a big store (Macy's, JC Penney's, etc). A few other ladies complimented me and said I looked good, being fully aware I was a MtF crossdresser. They even said I had "the walk" down almost perfectly just like a woman, which made me feel even more like 1 of them.

As expected however, there were 1 or 2 women who made some very disparaging remarks. One even went so far as to call me a pervert or child molester because to them the idea of a man wearing women's clothes is just sick and disturbing. My friends stood up for me while I ignored the remarks, and we went somewhere to get a drink. The dream ended after that. I don't know a whole lot more about the dream, as they tend to be twisted and distorted. But still, an interesting dream of what the future may hold for me, the good and the bad.

[Jaylyn]

Yep dreaming can cost you a lot of money.... Lol I hope though that you have sweet dreams about CD n not the kind that you had were women were accusing you of things like being a pervert. Think good thoughts before you go to sleep maybe that will help you.

[Sami Brown]

I have loved my crossdressing dreams, not wanting them to end, just like you. I think it was interesting how you had come to terms with your crossdressing, even when being criticized. Hopefully this is something we can all remember as we slowly move out of our own closets!

Sami

[Beverley Sims]

Just remember the good parts and the positive sides of the dream you will get more satisfaction that way.

[Patience]

While dream interpretation is not a reliable science and I can't claim to be an authority on the subject, the dream you described is very significant, in my opinion.

I think your subconscious mind is grappling with all the mixed feelings and controversies crossdressing can bring about. Your vivid and detailed recollection suggests these issues are also very much present in your conscience (and conscious mind) and that the dream may be (or may become) a recurring one.

The prime mover of your dream, however, if I may suggest, is a trait which is common to all of us: Wanderlust. Not all crossdressers are in a position to go out dressed for a variety of reasons, but I can guarantee that if we rule out the one or two percent of us who are afflicted with agoraphobia, we ALL want to go out. I think you do too. The only question is how, where, and when.

If you want it bad enough already, there's the Victoria Secret store where they know about your dressing. If you feel bold, you can go there dressed alone (I suggest a cap and sunglasses to obscure your face a bit) or with your GG friends in tow for moral support. If you opt for an escort, make it worth their while. If the Victoria's Secret you go to is in a shopping center, you can go from it to the big stores you mentioned. I've only been out dressed four times, but I can tell you from experience that when you start doing it, you'll quickly become more ambitious as your confidence builds up. Speaking for myself, every time I've been out has been followed by an awesome feeling of peace and satisfaction the following day.

Finally, it would be remiss and irresponsible not to at least bring up the unsavory subject of pedophilia. The conflation of LGBT folks in general with pedophiles is unfortunately not new and can get to one if heard enough times. I can't say for certain that some people who crossdress don't engage in some illegal activities, but I expect the percentage of people who do is not higher than the percentage of people who engage in criminal activity relative to the population as a whole.

Crossdressing in and of itself is not illegal and you cannot be charged with anything if that's all that you're doing. If you choose to go out, your safest bet is to be out in the public with nothing to hide. Crossdressing, to me, is about not hiding and I encourage you to do the same when you feel you are ready.

I hope my post didn't push you further into the closet. It was not my intention. Good luck.

[Petra1]

My cross dressing dreams usually involve me being out in public fully dressed until I spot someone I know then it’s a game of trying to hide from them while trying to get out of there before they see me wearing only bra, the girls, and panties.

[Kimberly Adams]

Love my crossdressing dreams. Wish I had more.